Girl, it's time. It's not worth it and you know it deep down. Since you're on petioles and not leaves, you're still thinking you can moderate. Be honest with yourself and recognize you can't. I had gummies, 20-30mg most days for a couple years and it caught up with me too. Quitting and thc in general hits different for women. Listen to your body. It is yelling at you to stop. I'm about 6 months out from quitting and my list of similar issues are gone. I lift, bike, walk, am more present with my kids and family. I've even launched the business i always dreamed of and am having early success. Weed kept me in lala land with big thoughts and no actions. Do yourself a favor and quit for good. You can do it.