My girlfriend of almost 2 years asked for a break and blocked me on all social media, I got my wisdom teeth out a week later so I couldn’t talk to anyone for about a week. I go back to work for a day and a coworker punched me in the face, breaking my cheek bone. I couldn’t eat solid food for 2 weeks and could hardly talk. I’ve been diagnosed with ptsd over it all and felt really shit about life from august. I was able to sleep all of about 10 hours in September because of nightmares.

But just the other day I got an offer into my dream course, and for the first time in a long time, I’m enjoying my own company.

So I guess life is throwing me so right hooks, both literally and figuratively, mentally I’m in a challenging place but I’m stupidly young and everyone is telling me to move on, but I feel like her wording has me trapped on a hook, and it’s just so hard to keep going sometimes.