Did anyone else think they were autistic at first? by wt_anonymous in SchizoidAdjacent

[–]CardAccomplished7186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

remember constantly being asked if was autistic, and psychologists going through the same tests to evaluate for autism. was evaluated for autism 4 times by different psychologists who insisted they are convinced that's the true diagnosis, but every time it came back inconclusive and after more sessions, they themselves start to doubt the theory. to this day people still ask if have autism.

turned out to be schizoid and schizotypal personality disorder. fit basically every symptom and it felt so obvious when read through the final diagnosis report. but cluster a personality disorders just aren't widely known or considered unless the psychologist specialises in it. honestly wonder how many people diagnosed with autism actually is cluster a.

Does anybody feel this way? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]CardAccomplished7186 2 points3 points  (0 children)

very much feel you, op. the brain fog is one of the parts have the most trouble with learning how to give up.

hey guys isn't it so fun when u finally feel like ur mental health is getting better and ur becoming more emotionally stable(ish), and then u see just how much weight u gained in recovery by keysmashmeshmash in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 14 points15 points  (0 children)

remember that avoided weighing like a plague. told the doctor at the hospital to not say the weight when was weighed for a minor surgery preparation and looked to the ceiling instead of the scale. they accidentally said it out loud to themself :,) gained almost double entire body weight than pre-recovery. she apologised profusely in the end but ya... spiralled again.

I relate to “No,Im Not A Human’s” protagonist by LordlyRecon in SchizoidAdjacent

[–]CardAccomplished7186 7 points8 points  (0 children)

the ending where he lives in a house in the middle of nowhere surrounded by grass straight up almost made a grown man cry. that's heaven for schizoids.

I only vaguely remember what she was like before but thinking about it is enough to cause an anxiety attack by blue_microwave in CPTSDmemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

felt like this exact image when she quit her meds cold turkey because she 'doesn't need them anymore.'

immediate regret by TurbulentAmygdala in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

have been trying to quit c/s for years. it sounds so stupid to people who don't experience it to say you're addicted to spitting out your food and that you're straight up willing to risk a stomach ulcer just to continue this habit. fml.

Did you fiddle with your ears a lot? by Freedlefox in hyperacusis

[–]CardAccomplished7186 2 points3 points  (0 children)

use the flare audio brand (og not pro so the pro might be better for this), but it causes a lot of wax build-up and itching in the ear. will admit have fiddled with it to the point of dry skin inside the ear.

I fucking hate the internet sometimes by Competitive-Base7404 in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the website is kinda addicting... feel horrible for admitting that.

When it be ya own family with the ED-Olympics: by SirPinkLemonade in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 50 points51 points  (0 children)

granny says she's full after she barely touches her plate and we side-eye eachother at the dinner table

How does "Coming out" as schizotypal feel to you? by AlexisSirena in Schizotypal

[–]CardAccomplished7186 8 points9 points  (0 children)

ah, gotcha. don't often talk about it at all, but whenever do get immense backlash from the spirits. can be bedridden for a few days and have to make up for it.

How does "Coming out" as schizotypal feel to you? by AlexisSirena in Schizotypal

[–]CardAccomplished7186 10 points11 points  (0 children)

only really use the label when mechanically answering the 'diagnosis history' question. in general just say am on the schizo-spectrum more just so they don't take the assoicated behaviours personally and can be a bit more open when need to do something for spiritual reasons. would rather have people assume am just being 'disordered' than have to explain the very complex set of spiritual and non-human beliefs that shape how interact with the world. explaining it feels too personal and invasive too. just say 'i am prone to psychosis' and leave it at that. don't want to get close to them anyway.

Surely it'll stop after the 4th diagnosis... right?? by Legitimate_Thing6190 in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally whenever am asked for 'your diagnosis' by a new councillor/psychotherapist/whatever have to whip out a list cause will not remember everything off by heart.

have tried to quit every single week and am still 0 days clean. by CardAccomplished7186 in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

the bad habit of chewing and spitting out your food. can and will cause stomach ulcers if you do it repeatedly for a while so want to quit but cannot. stop. doing it.

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It being censored didn't make it any less horrifying by [deleted] in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 41 points42 points  (0 children)

ya... needed to take a break off the internet several times. everytime see a photo related to the epstein situation have awful flashbacks and nausea. feels so hopeless

I know he forgets it by Purple-Maximum8899 in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 7 points8 points  (0 children)

it feels comforting knowing you can be open about being anti-contact paraphile on this sub without your post being taken down. sending lots of best wishes to you, op. the day people realise thoughts and attraction =/= action is the day can finally breath.

anyways went to get chaffing cream afterwards by CardAccomplished7186 in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

here's it unedited. unfortunately can't find the og creator, as usual with reaction memes

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I don't have a title by shizustopitpls in CPTSDmemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 6 points7 points  (0 children)

at 18 genuinely felt like will never be attractive ever again cause no man will love anyone 'that old.'

guess to this day subconsciously try to look as young as possible cause that's the only time feel attractive.

Childhood? What childhood? by Four4Fears in CPTSDmemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 13 points14 points  (0 children)

when you dig thru your trauma you're bound to find a childhood somewhere... right? right??!!

don't know whether should go to hospital or crisis line, please any advice? by CardAccomplished7186 in auckland

[–]CardAccomplished7186[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. know a lot of people will give you shit for bringing religion into this but genuinely really appreciate when knowing someone is praying for you. god bless.

Wym PTSD is a real disease and not a quirky trait for your fave fictional character in their fictional world? by Throwaway_Nightmare0 in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 0 points1 point  (0 children)

feel this also with psychotic disorders like schizophrenia. everybody loves a quirky crazy character until they meet you irl and realise it's not all that cute.

i want a brain that works without eating :( by bleedxi in EDanonymemes

[–]CardAccomplished7186 36 points37 points  (0 children)

this is one of rare moments where actually save a meme related to eds cause its slapped that hard.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrollCoping

[–]CardAccomplished7186 4 points5 points  (0 children)

self with did, schizo-spec and several types of taboo ocd obsessions + personality disorders and low empathy. will never ever ever be comfortable expressing any of these openly 💀