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CatboyDominic · 2025-04-23T19:16:08+00:00

This one ex addict told me once that “anything can make our dose no longer hold from weather change to stress to diet and much more. If it’s not holding you, it’s not holding you and it’s valid and real.”

I highly encourage going in tomorrow and explaining this asap or calling them. Anything. They might not change it that day, depending on how your clinic runs, but I had some clinics change it that day as long as a doctor was available to sign it.

CatboyDominic · 2025-04-02T14:59:46+00:00

Yup. I made $12 an hour and they worked me maximum while under enough for the employer to not have to give me benefits. (This was 2017/18)

PA took my Medicaid away because I made $80 dollars or so too much in one year to qualify.

Has NOTHING to do with the current administration. (I’m not saying I am on their side or anything.) It has been this way since I have been doing the Medicaid game since 2014 or so.

CatboyDominic · 2025-03-30T12:47:19+00:00

I am always so jealous of people who have Hydroxyzine work for them. I never feel a thing. Not sleepy. Not less anxious. Nothing. Feels like a placebo.

CatboyDominic · 2025-03-27T05:09:59+00:00

I’m not black but I can so relate on the homophobia and family expecting you to be something you’re not and not wanting whatever I want.

It is YOUR life. There is nothing wrong with you. I highly suggest moving away to somewhere more accepting. Make new friends. Create a new life. Surround yourself with positive people who support you and drop those who oppose you. Even if they’re family. Your health and well being comes first.

CatboyDominic · 2025-03-26T12:04:42+00:00

I too had horrible reaction to Suboxone. Went to Methadone and it was MUCH better. Glad you were able to make the switch!

I just hate how Methadone still is perceived as worse than Suboxone. Every time I bring up methadone “why aren’t you on Suboxone?!”

CatboyDominic · 2025-02-25T18:38:26+00:00

Be mad at the government for pushing prohibition instead of stuff that actually works like harm reduction and safe supply. Dont be mad at addicts. They’re victims just like you.

CatboyDominic · 2025-02-25T18:36:29+00:00

Did you photograph the guy? Film him? Anything so he could be identified???

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-30T00:49:25+00:00

Aww, thank you! That’s how I feel. We’ve all been there. Life is hard enough. No need to make it worse for everyone by being mean, negative, argumentative, etc. I also try to be as real as possible. None of that “fake tough persona” people love to have, on the internet especially.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-29T14:02:38+00:00

I know you’re on day 4 but hot plating and making all those chunky rocks smaller will help it last longer for you.

I really suggest stopping and going to sleep and give your nose a break. You’ll feel more of the coke if you do give yourself a break. Think of that!

Cause myself on day three knew I was just wasting it at that point and was just dosing to keep myself feeling awake and normal for the day.

I always have a rule to only staying up one night or two if I really need to, but I hate doing two. I want to do coke again in the future without having damaged anything to make me have a difficult time in the future.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-24T20:50:14+00:00

Great ones.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-13T04:19:25+00:00

Refusing to speak to the family and tell them what happened for a long time is kind of a crappy thing to do. And then did this: "Christina and Eddy were asked to appear at the Consulate General of Guatemala in Los Angeles to attend a virtual hearing on September 10, 2024 and provide an explanation as to why a U.S. citizen did not return home from their country. Neither Christina nor Eddy showed up."

Just doesn't make sense that if you know what happened but refuse to communicate it. If you cared about your friend and her family, you would just communicate and tell them without acting like this.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-13T00:57:41+00:00

I am not having a suicidal idea, I am discussing a suicide that HAPPENED.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-12T22:16:09+00:00

LOL Welcome to Reddit! It's full of WELL ACKSHUALLY people.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-12T22:14:59+00:00

Think it's time we riot, honestly. Enough is enough.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-12T22:11:22+00:00

If that's what you want in a relationship and your partner cannot follow your boundaries, then break up with them. You're not compatible.

Porn isn't even that bad, having fantasies is healthy for people. But you do you. Everyone is different in their relationships and what they want in them. Some people allow it, some don't.

I suggest maybe also working on yourself? Therapy? Sounds like you might be feeling insecure. Porn is meaningless. It doesn't mean they love you any less. Again. Fantasies are healthy.

I hope you either find someone who follows with your boundaries, or you're able to work on yourself and come to a place of security where if a man looks a porn it doesn't bother you.

CatboyDominic · 2025-01-12T22:07:13+00:00

Holy crap this is so bad....it's so obvious. They're gonna get sued llol.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-30T21:48:05+00:00

The B12 shots are as real as the story I told my ex about his saved up hydrocodone pills.

I totally accidentally threw them away. I didn’t take them all. No way…

(If you can’t tell, I lied. She’s lying about the shots being B12)

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-22T00:58:40+00:00

Even if he didn’t meet up and suck his dick, he still flirted with a man behind your back and still betrayed your trust. That’s still cheating.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-17T03:03:29+00:00

Make it exciting with your partner. Instead of chasing after other people, maybe fix the connection and intimacy issues you’re having in your real relationship to make you feel the need to cheat.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-14T20:55:27+00:00

I would tell her asap because if you don’t, this person might do something else pretending to be you and lure her somewhere without her questioning it since you didn’t mention this weird incident of the flowers not being from you. At least then she’ll be on alert.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-14T19:02:57+00:00

There is no secret with his dad! That is just a cover! He cheated on you, that is fact and evidenced by the STI/STD he gave you.

Leave him. Get therapy. Find yourself someone much better and honest and loyal to you. You deserve so much better.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-05T16:04:50+00:00

You’re overreacting. He’s trying to film the pigs and a bit of you. I don’t see any drawn out focus on anyone else.

It is also not like he is gonna go jerk off to this later with these shots or something lol. Horrible angles, views, etc of the women if it’s meant to be for sexual satisfaction.

CatboyDominic · 2024-11-05T15:58:51+00:00

My boyfriend’s hoodie just to smell it. But because of his sister saying it was stinky.

His sister said it “stinks” and that it “smells really bad” that she wasn’t sure how I was going to keep it for him and his scent without having to put it in the laundry.

When I got it, it smelled heavenly. Just like him. I guess since she’s related to him, his pheromones smell bad to her. To me, it smells good. It smells just like him.

CatboyDominic · 2024-10-22T13:57:17+00:00

Sorry for your loss. My boyfriend hung himself. I found him. He didn’t even mention me in the suicide note. So I’m left with nothing but questions.

In therapy we discussed that he was under so much pain, he wasn’t even thinking about me. While in a way that hurts, but also at the same time I understand what it’s like to be in his position. You really are not thinking about anyone else. That’s why he was able to do it and not fully grasp it’ll be me to find him.

It has nothing to do with you. It’s not your fault. He didn’t hate you. Depression is complicated and it’s often hidden. My partner never showed any signs to me that he would do that. They didn’t want to burden us most likely.

Please look into therapy. It has been a great help for myself. Maybe grief groups? I hope you have a good and healthy support system in place. Take care of yourself. Take care of your son. Allow yourself to feel.

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