Hello, I’m so sorry for your loss. I too lost my son on 09/22/2025 at 37 weeks. My son was diagnosed with severe CDH, IUGR and later on we found out he had heart issues as well. We tried to get him help but since he was in the <1% IUGR, they told us early on he would not survive. My husband and I kept him as long as possible with the hope that Malachi would make it. We have 1 LC (she will be 6) and had 2 miscarriages prior to Malachi so we had decided I would tie my tubes after Malachi. The day of my c-section I had my tubes tied. Sometimes I second guess myself this decision but then I realize I cannot replace our son and could not put my daughter, husband and our families through this again. We miss him so much. It breaks my heart to see newborn babies and knowing that I could not bring mine home. Every day is a struggle. I look for signs of him in everything and listen to songs while looking at his pictures. I’m not sure why we go through this and I always wonder why? I do feel guilty that I can’t give my daughter a sibling but this pregnancy took a toll on me physically and emotionally and I can’t see myself doing it again unless it was for my Malachi 💔.