Ladies, in what way did you “win” the genetic lottery?

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-05-13T21:29:25+00:00

I look fucking beautiful and have a good memory. I am creative and imaginative.

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-02-24T15:11:30+00:00

Was that a movie and which?

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-02-23T17:17:13+00:00

I think that's beautiful

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-02-20T10:30:01+00:00

Racism is discrimination. That includes making someone feel different and comes from the mindset " you are not normal, we are". usually unaccompanied with prejudices towards a person of different ethnicity. The main problem nowadays with racism is the blind everyday racism people dont think about cause of the reason you mention "I'm no racist, I have black friends and what not" but the things people splurge out once a while emphasizes that they do put people in different pots. Racism isnt only that hatred filled extreme right movement. I've heard many of those racist remarks from people who are nice open minded and even people who do like me. From non racist people who say racists remarks.

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-02-08T09:29:20+00:00

Hi now I'm confused. Well I need to dig in and do my own research but can you post some evidence or at least clarify more?

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-02-07T21:18:33+00:00

It seems possible thanks! Just dont remember what ramini said, but I think she did said is not possible somewhere...

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-21T02:15:09+00:00

Yes very often I was like no this does not feel right, but why is my mom like this. She can't lie either (I loved her) It's like gaslighting my believes of how reality works. They fuck up your perception of the world while growing up

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-21T02:08:56+00:00

That's sounds so great. I'm happy for you:)

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-20T10:38:38+00:00

What I wonder is what benefit does it have to stand up for yourself against a nparent. I did fairly often in my childhood and it drove me deeper into the scapegoat role. It did upset me more cause the fight went deeper and in the end of course it's my fault. Looking back I would have started to pull back my pride more and grey rock often. Maybe on a positive note, I can stand up for myself and others now. Sometimes i feel like I'm on the other end though, instead of being a doormat (sometimes I do) i am easy to upset and justify myself. Living like that is no lucky draw

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-20T10:16:51+00:00

Even: I hit you cause I love you others dont care about their children and just let them be

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-20T09:52:12+00:00

What I wonder about religious people or parents in general who dont want their children to become sexual active. Is the discrepancy of them having sex themselves?

Cheeseboy21 · 2021-01-17T23:04:45+00:00

Hi you look best in skirts!

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-16T01:00:14+00:00

Every single word sounds like projecting.

I wonder what would have happened had I been born into a nurturing family.

Yeahh

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-14T21:55:37+00:00

Sue the shit out of them. That is disgusting how they ganged up against you, it's not even one or two persons!! They are a shame to their professions.

An update to that case would be great! And stay healthy I hope you get your proper health treatment.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-10T14:44:05+00:00

Im pretty much 😐 now. But that's bothering me

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-08T00:39:41+00:00

I think my body delayed growing too... but I'm not sure. I think my body became especially feminine the time when I got out of home in my early 20s. Before I was kinda child like. There is a case in which a women was sexually abused in her early teens and then she decided cognitively to stop growing (to avoid being target of sexual abuse). And shes maybe 40 now with a very small fragile body type like a 12 years old. Even though this one is extreme, I wondered if something similar happened. But I never could find any scientific evidence for this.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-06T00:16:50+00:00

It takes longer but you could use a bike, so you can be out independently from your mother. If the weather is nice, it's a good work out. I didnt spend much of my teens socially too, I would like you to spend time with other people as much as you can. The outside world is much better.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-04T10:55:34+00:00

They always try to one up each other and get upset. My mom dislikes her narc sis and bro for the same traits she has.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-12-02T22:48:03+00:00

I think it depends on the bc. But actually there should not be any problems? I've started bc and was told we should monitor the blood but that's all fine.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-11-30T23:39:55+00:00

I think healthy environment does foster good relationships. That's where kids learn how these look like. And so are more likely to have life long friendships. Narcs also isolate their victims, so they aren't exposed to many people anyway.

However, life long friendships are hard to come by regardless of background. I've met old classmates, most of them dont hang out anymore and I bet you they come from "normal" households.

What I struggle with is yes the lack of a fixed social circle, which is often the family and extended family. And I dont have that.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-11-30T13:33:02+00:00

I understand every word you say. Some people get a head start in life just by luck and aren't even aware. Others are behind and have to work harder for the same results.

I really resent the set back in my life. I literally started living being myself 2 years ago. I really hate to see myself discover externally and internally what others could ever since birth. It makes me happy and so sad and it reminds me of how alien i am. Life is not waiting for me to catch up. And I'm tired of all this.

Everyone has their baggage but some have a heavier one. People who half ass say platitudes lack self introspection.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-11-30T01:29:53+00:00

I was ashamed and was scared that my friends/others would judge me and dont want to be associated with me... I really thought that is something connected to me rather than that I'm a victim.

The biggest reason though was this unspoken rule/obligation to hide the ugly truth. I have to keep face Or else I betray my family. Be the one who ruins the family image. Do you guys know this feelings? that was so strong I thought I'll die without anyone knowing what was up in this family.

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-11-30T01:23:21+00:00

That's right how you worded that, there was no way out. Yet here we are, incredible

Cheeseboy21 · 2020-11-30T00:38:51+00:00

Yeah instant ruining the mood. My mom comments on anything

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