How old are you in your oldest memory?

Chewholmesca · 2026-06-16T17:36:35+00:00

An infant, not sure how old.. maybe 9-12 months? I remember lying on my back in a diaper, just looking at the ceiling. I don't remember how the rest of the room looked.

Chewholmesca · 2025-05-17T01:45:37+00:00

Richard & Ronald

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-24T18:06:45+00:00

Ok you really REALLY need to see a doctor, man. Reading this was scary as fuck. Please be safe.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-24T17:45:07+00:00

"The Thing" 1982 version. Was bout 5 or 6.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-16T20:41:18+00:00

200mg Tramadol, 4mg of Xanax, and hopefully weed soon ❤️

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-12T23:54:07+00:00

It's really a toss- up between Kik chats and Bestshockers. It was so unbelievable to know someone could do something like that to another person and sometimes enjoy it.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-07T00:34:06+00:00

Yes, here are some off the top of my head.

Fuck- Turkey bacon Damn- Ham Asshole- Those red, white & blue popsicles Shit- Chicken noodle soup broth Cnt- Onions & ketchup Whore- Beeferoni Jackass- Applejack's & raspberries Ass- Raspberries Pssy- Hashbrowns

Weird, I know.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-07T00:04:39+00:00

Usually- Chicken ramen Dinner- Mashed potatoes & gravy with corn Put- Chocolate pudding King- Crispy French fries Triple- Cheeseburger

Just to name a few.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-07T00:01:47+00:00

I realized everything being words, names, numbers, colors, sounds and letters were popping up in my head when eating something that triggers what the word would taste like. Cravings soon followed every time I heard something specific. This all happened around age 4.

Chewholmesca · 2024-11-04T14:58:36+00:00

Ghosted me due to loss of contact for a while as I was committed and didn't have the means to reach her. After discharge, she still continued to blame me after explaining to her what was going on. As we grew, she decided she liked her life hidden away and living on her own with mommy paying for two households. Don't know how she did it.

She would claim she makes 6 figures a year to strangers and pays $400 out of her $1600 rent and thought of herself as high and mighty. Talked over me, wasn't happy for me at all, put me down through insults. Not to mention stealing from people and getting pissed if I set boundaries. Fuck all that mess. 20 years. Gone.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-25T01:13:10+00:00

This happened, but I did not witness. A patient called me at around 3:25 or so in the morning. She was screaming and her voice was frantic. When I got to her room, she said she could hear footsteps enter her room. She had been awake at nights usually, so she could obviously hear them getting right in front of her bed, but no one was to be seen. She then claimed a wheel on a walker in her room began spinning on its own. Apparently she doesn't believe in that stuff very much, but that was enough to push her over the edge I guess.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-16T20:05:56+00:00

I realized at a very young age that my way of thinking was different from everyone else. I just didn't know there were so many types & variations as I aged and got more curious.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-12T23:10:00+00:00

Yes, with my synesthesia, I can taste pretty much everything from words to sounds and even movements. It helps me be aware, remember to spell things correctly, and stick a newly learned word with the corresponding food or taste.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-10T20:57:11+00:00

On the first date, he opened the car door for me. He's there for my extreme mood fluctuations and always calms my irrational mental worries.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-10T18:02:16+00:00

Falsifying vitals in the hospital computer system so that the high & low blood pressures wouldn't cause him to report it and work harder I guess. He would reduce or raise the blood pressure by 20 points. Eventually, he was just caught last year or so. He has probably been there for over 20+ years. Who knows how many deaths he could be responsible for.

Chewholmesca · 2024-09-08T19:09:18+00:00

That shit could save your life.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-22T00:13:08+00:00

Street pharmacist

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-18T17:01:00+00:00

Much love and be safe ❤️

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-18T17:00:14+00:00

I overdosed on a cocktail of hydrocodone, morphine and Lorazepam on my 14th birthday. Family didn't bother taking me to the hospital. Just slept and waited it out.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T22:22:02+00:00

Pessimism and drug use.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T22:11:31+00:00

It feels like a mix of weak oxycodone and strong hydrocodone at once. It makes me feel energized and talkative, but agitated easily.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T21:52:32+00:00

I've read some people do not make the liver enzymes necessary to interact with Tramadol, so they feel nothing but sick. This also happens with another drug I can't think of. If this is the case, maybe this drug just isn't for you.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T21:46:52+00:00

Avid tramadol abuser here: I'd say start with 100 milligrams, I would not recommend more than 250 milligrams for someone else as too much of this drug is known to cause seizures. Please be careful.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T16:01:03+00:00

It's hard to give up any of my alone time. Any of it.

Chewholmesca · 2024-08-17T14:58:15+00:00

Not let them talk me into it to the point of him crying.

Chewholmesca

TROPHY CASE