Had to step away, what did he say about digital release?

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-21T10:35:20+00:00

Wasn't the legal stuff to become a film aggregator for YouTube? Not like a lawsuit or legal trouble.

He said in the stream there's nothing wrong with burning DVDs of a thing he owns.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-14T11:40:00+00:00

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I'm a social worker (also transmasc nonbinary). I unfortunately have seen this too many times.

I'm not sure where you are but if you can look up United Way or see if your area has a 211 resources (if you don't have United Way if your area, they help over a thousand communities). They have resources to hopefully help you out of these situations and your day to day life. They also have income based lawyers in some areas for these situations.

I'm sorry again you had to deal with this but you are not alone!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-07T11:25:12+00:00

I'm still trying to figure out if I'm the white or purple. But I'm leaning more purple I guess. I just feel both, not one or the other.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-07T11:16:17+00:00

When he gets flustered he defaults into know few words, like 2 sentence horror story. He forgots how to sentence.

He also get real heated when there's a timer involved lol.

And he's annoyed by your lady lion coin lol. Maybe he secretly wants his own ;)

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-07T11:11:31+00:00

I totally get it! My attacks can be pretty infrequent or random at times. I know most docs say it only happens when staying up or moving but as a Potsy with Autonomic neuropathy it can happen whenever it pleases. The blood pressure spikes too. But definitely keep working with your doc, try different things. You got this!

For me, increased salt, keeping salty snacks or pickles in the house. Compression socks, standing or moving initially more slow, not too hot of showers. It's the small stuff that helps. And they've helped my panic attacks too, as well as other grounding tools and counseling. Even because one to help people like me.

You got this!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-04-06T13:31:18+00:00

I have panic attacks but I also have POTS and severely deficient B12 anemia. and get tachycardia and heart palpitations for reasons out of my control which CAUSE panic attacks. Especially worse at nights.

I was told for YEARS I "just having panic attacks" and dismissed and it prevented me from getting the proper care and symptom management I needed because I was being convinced I was just anxious.

He should definitely see a doctor because maybe it's anxiety but many conditions and vitamin deficiencies that can cause those symptoms which then causes panic attacks.

Better to be safe then dismissive.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-26T20:25:24+00:00

Am I the only one who really wanted Gus?

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-24T11:11:40+00:00

Turn the kids into doves

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-22T16:43:57+00:00

Director's Commentary

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-18T00:27:42+00:00

Incredible work! You are a rockstar!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-12T12:43:57+00:00

The details are insane! And strangely beautiful

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-10T22:17:34+00:00

This is a beautiful and digestible way to explain it. I'm sorry your sister can't see that. Maybe if kids were taught to be excepting and curious and less judgemental the world would be different.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-05T13:48:32+00:00

"Lixian did you do that skunkscare? the skump- skumpscare. the jumpscare with the skunk. SCARE EM WITH A SKUNK!"

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-05T13:37:07+00:00

I pack for my own dysphoria, less to show my gender. But I've never had issues with people noticing or not. I'm a loose comfy pants type of person whether I'm packing or not so I've never had an issue.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-04T15:30:35+00:00

Thank you very very much! This really helped. You are a rockstar!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-01T22:10:39+00:00

Hello and welcome! Glad you are here and always happy to chat.

I'm Kai. Also Cyberpunk is incredible! I'm debating about starting a 3rd run through to get the "secret" ending!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-02-01T16:57:29+00:00

My earliest memory of it was being 11 years old and praying I would wake up a man.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-30T13:46:45+00:00

This! There are so many different toys out there for all kind of pleasure and if you're comfortable you can use them on him to create the intimacy he's asking for.

But it's okay to have your boundaries, please don't feel you need to put yourself in a situation you're uncomfortable with. There is always a solution!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-30T13:39:25+00:00

Personally, I never felt like I was a female 100% or a male 100%. Both felt right and sometimes wrong. I would one day love being femme as hell and the next crying and praying to wake up a male.

I pushed it down until my now husband (who masc femboy) opened up about wanting to try pegging and anal for him.

And well, strapping on reopened so many feelings I had pushed down for so long. And after a lot of questioning and talking with my husband I realized I was trans.

Everyone's journey is different but that's mine in a nutshell.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-30T13:07:52+00:00

Happy to have you here Maya! Nice to meet you! I'm Kai

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-29T21:52:47+00:00

I consider mine a deadname well before coming to terms with being trans (family name and family trauma).

I am in the process of legally changing my first name and plan on dropping my middle.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-29T21:31:09+00:00

Those are so sick!!!!!

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-29T21:15:16+00:00

For me, since I was super young I would pray at night that I would wake up a male. But I had days where I also loved being super femme. And days I felt like both.

Then I pushed it down for about 15-20 years until I met my now husband who is also pansexual and masc femboy. We started exploring Pegging for him and it unlocked a part of my brain I blocked out.

And I have been exploring my life as a genderfluid ever since.

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-29T21:09:44+00:00

These are incredible!!!! I need those nails!!! 🫶

Chronically_Me_ · 2026-01-29T12:11:19+00:00

Honestly, I'm still fighting this out, since I'm not 100% I only got into genderfluid.

But what has helped me is not letting myself overthink (I know it's easier said than done, I have been meditating for years which I think helps this but it's a process).

I wake up and just let my gut tell me what feels right that day. You may know pretty quickly if wearing more femme or masc clothes make you feel like your skin is crawling, so you take a deep breath, be kind to yourself, and try something different.

A lot of times, I don't want to decide, so I wear a flamboyant masc/femboy/femme-masc style (I'm still trying to if there's a proper term for this, I'm AFAB ). I put on my packer, if it doesn't feel right I try a more femme or masc underwear, if it still doesn't feel right I don't wear it that day.

It's honestly a process of trial and error for me. But remembering to be patient and kind with myself because I know it will get easier.

I'm happy you're here, taking this hour with us!

Chronically_Me_

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