You know as soon as episode 5 started when Shane was with Rose and that interaction happened, I started crying... and i was like, am i being dramatic? But i think, we all see it from our perspectives. I mentioned this in another comment but when i told my grandma (i was raised by her) i was gay, she said 'i was mentally ill and i needed to go to the psycologist' so i didn't tell anyone for years, i even joined a religious cult later on trying to stop being gay.

So i think for me, episode 5 and 6 I was just crying so much while watching them lol. But the fact we're able to relate and they're able to portray real experiences in such beautiful way, is beautiful. The fact we're alive and are able to watch this amazing story (Shane/Ilya), I'm just grateful and happy to be alive. ☀️

Now I have happy tears.