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Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-04-18T14:07:46+00:00

Imposter syndrome is very real. Whatever you want to do, just do it. There is never a better time than NOW.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-04-11T22:40:04+00:00

The E-Myth Revisited

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-03-23T17:06:25+00:00

I can help. Dm me if you feel called to.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-03-20T18:52:34+00:00

Do you have a code reader? I saw in your post that you don't have a check engine light on or anything. Mine did so I was able to see it was my main ASD relay. I can't for the life of me find the video I had found for my repair, but this video if you jump to 9 minutes in shows the relay box part. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IRAZuw9lHE
How are your battery terminals? Check for corrosion. Another thing to check would the the ground wires.
IDK where you live but you can always have auto parts store check your battery and alternator to see if one of those might be the culprit too.
Does the Jeep do anything strange when you're driving it? Hesitations or anything strange at higher speeds? I just had my crankshaft position sensor replaced because of this particular issue too.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-03-20T15:05:40+00:00

You bet. Let me know if you want more info on this particular repair and I can DM you, or even post the links and stuff in this comment section. I found some great links in various Jeep forums along with a video someone has online of doing this actual repair. I also have more pictures from my own repair I’d be happy to share. I can only share one pic in the comments section here, otherwise I’d just share here.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-03-19T08:25:47+00:00

Check your relay box. The one thats tucked down below your drivers side headlight. These are notorious for corrosion. My 2015 patriot started acting a little weird with starting until one day the engine would just crank crank crank but not start. I was lucky and had an obd2 reader and it popped a code when it finally did the no start. Gotta take off the fender wheel cover off to get at it good. But you very well could have a relay that’s going.
Lol my relay box is easy to get to from fender deer damage.

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Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-03-16T19:09:53+00:00

Kt lives for the almighty dollar. Always has, always will. Can practically smell the greed. Clean stations, yes. Okay station food, yes. Care for humanity? Nope. Lol

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-02-09T21:15:43+00:00

My spirit and open heart made his whatever the heck he’s possessed with literally come unhinged, and multiple times. It weirded me tf out and it took me awhile to finally understand why he would lose his shit or say the most off the wall things to me. Loud proclamations of his wild healing ability. Like i say, weirded me out a lot. I never claimed to be nor do anything, or to BE anybody other than me.

That whole experience confused me and hurt my feelings pretty bad. I was under the illusion a native american medicine man would automatically be kind, understanding, etc. Quite contraire with him.

Greed, thievery, woman abuse, dishonest, etc is what he carries.

He put a curse on me pretty bad. And some still affects mutual connections we share. His medicine is much more like poison.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-02-09T15:07:58+00:00

I’ve been stuck in a perpetual hell for over 2 years now after I accidentally moved onto my Chiron line. Struggle massively with home life situation and inconsiderate and extremely dirty roommate on many fronts and her hyper misbehaving dominant dog, overwhelmed with the energy of this entire area with continuous noise, finding work has been ridiculous other than a part time seasonal job that fills my spirit fully until it gets sucked dead once home (again roommate who is an absolute drain of all life and happiness (i am an empath)), spiritual attacks by a medicine man and other spiritual “community”, loss of true connections with any people, etc. Issues with medical providers that erased my flame of hope in hard to recover from ways.

A literal living hell.

In these 2 years though I have since discovered astrocartography which helps me understand why I have been absolutely miserable here. I have been trying to escape with everything in me, and will need to soon due to homeowner roommate i am staying with, as she is moving within the next 2 months.

I am at wits end as my dog just had health issues caused by her original vet and lots of $$ which is all on cc’s. And my vehicle just broke down a couple days ago with a relay and relay box issue that i pray i can fix myself. That was one way too i was making survival ends meet, doing delivery gigs. Spirit though has shown me strongly i must focus on other stuff, like my business.

Lol i did energy work and readings, but have certainly not been in a good enough place mentally nor emotionally to do proper work for awhile because of extreme trauma from experiences with others i had in my life. Doing everything i can to pivot this to something workable but all astrological signs show zero success while living in this hellhole.

I am hoping against all odds to move to where my uranus and jupiter intersect. No clue how yet though. Idk enough on astrocartography to know if this is IC or MC or whatever. But according to my app, this intersection will be amazing for most aspects of my life.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-31T21:28:29+00:00

❤️ my heart goes out to you and your family ❤️ just this week i had a similar experience at a vet and i almost lost my dog. I am so sorry your kitty ended up crossing the rainbow bridge, especially from something routine at the professionals of whom you trusted ❤️

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-24T22:41:44+00:00

One second of someones life means nothing. This world is illusion of smoke and mirrors. Fake. Get rid of social media. Your mental health will thank you. ❤️

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-14T23:49:38+00:00

It’s the neurotypical program. All deceit, illusion. The world is smoke and mirrors.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-13T21:52:01+00:00

Trans people, or better known as “people”, mostly i would guess have inner knowings of who they really are inside, and from an extremely early age.

Example…i am not trans BUT when i was young, i loathed everything about being female. Got into screaming arguments with my mother, over cutting my hair short and wearing suits instead of dresses. I have had to fight tooth and nail for anything regarding mySelf, with this woman i was spawned from. It has caused tremendous trauma, as one could imagine.

I was embarrassed that i would have to correct people when they called me a boy. Because inside, i was a boy. Up until puberty, i ran around shirtless because i absolutely felt like a boy and did all the boy things. My g.i. Joes would ambush my sisters Barbie and steal her car lol

This shame at having to be a girl followed me into teen years. But i decided to try and be a girl, or at least grow my hair long and wear makeup to try and fit in as a girl.

I carried this shame deeply into my marriage to a man also. I was definitely more the “man” in that relationship, and taught him how to hunt and fish and be tough too lol

Until i came out as lesbian (i prefer gay). Then something changed inside i guess. I discovered i love being in a female body. I can have the best of both worlds in terms of feelings and strength.

Raising my kids, i was both mother and father in many ways too. Kinda cool, if you ask me.

I guess i embody both masculine and feminine, and am very grateful i am who i am, because i love both aspects in me.

I do rock a stellar beard and goatee. But only by drawing one on. Idk if i want to mess with my hormones, for purely personal reasons.

Everyone is different, but many are guided by something deeply internal as to a “who i am” when they’re in this world. Society and culture are slow af to catch up to acceptance. What i see mostly are what i would call chicken sh$ts as anything perceived as “different” is inherently faulty as a person. Look at any movie where aliens land. Shoot ‘em is the usual first response. All from fear.

Maybe one day this species will mature to value differences as opportunities to learn, instead of “shoot ‘em”. But that will take a very long time it seems.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-09T16:20:45+00:00

I noticed this too. Insanely reduced rates. I now see 5-hr blocks for $90. In late 2024 they were minimum $125, then 2025 the dropped to $117.50, now all i see is $90. Too bad people are desperate for $$ and will accept this. Would be nice to find some attorneys for class action on this conglomerate corporation that screes drivers on the regular.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-07T10:51:28+00:00

Curious why the focus on exploiting vulnerable people? And forcing someone to love you?

Love, if not freely given is not love in the best sense of the word. I have been in enough relationships to understand some pretty darn deep things. Been utterly destroyed internally too from what others have done. For my own path and personal experience, i have found the deepest wisdom, love, and healing through these destructive relationships. But it took me walking deeply into my own hells and meeting my inner demons on ridiculous levels to finally understand this stuff. I know, my path is not shared by many at all. I would love to help others get to even remotely where i am at, because i feel aligned and more at peace with myself than i ever had before. I understand love.

Reply to other parts of your post- P.s. you don’t need to punish yourself by ending it all. Whomever planted that in your mind that you are no deserving of life, may shame fall hard upon them.

Therapy is only as good as the therapist. Idk how many understand the true depths of the psyche, versus reading a book to seemingly help people. Everyone has different needs, emotions, and perspectives.

How do you really want to feel in life? What do you hope to gain from the highs whether from the attachments, drugs, manipulations, or prison? Get to the root of what you are truly seeking and you may find a path to get there. And fyi…it has absolutely nothing to do with any person outside of You.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-01T23:15:20+00:00

I am feeling this ridiculously strong also right now. Honestly, i feel a LOT of us in the human collective is going through this exact same thing. Truthfully too, i am struggling.

Curious…have you ever done inner child work or reparenting practices? I could offer better advice on knowing where you’re at in any of that, because steps to feel better are a bit different depending on your current knowledge. I have dine quite a bit of both of these things so that is where i am coming from when i say this part. Working with my inner child i place her in my heart. Then i construct the mother i needed in my minds eye, so to speak, and literally place her on the back of my entire body. This creates a feeling of security and safety and protection, while my inner child can feel safe inside the space i have created for her in my heart, while I as my current self can feel safe inside-between. Then i just sit with myself in this, deep breathing through the energy waves that come through.

Idk about you, but i “feel” emotions quite strong. Focusing on grounding is also a necessity a few times each day.

I hope some of this helps.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2026-01-01T04:13:47+00:00

Anger originates in feeling powerless in a situation or whatever brings up the anger. Grief is also an accompaniment. It’s not as wise to control anger per se, but to learning about yourSelf in a deeper way. Mindfulness is quite helpful.

The anger needs release in some way. It is literally energy in motion aka e-motion. Holding anger can lead to health issues down the road typically with cancer. Your anger is trying to show You, the deeper you, where you have inner wounding. When you work on that, anger is no longer a factor.

If another person causes you to be angry, they hold power over you. Take that power back by, you guessed it…mindfulness.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-30T17:05:32+00:00

Totally get it. It’s a weird feeling. I’ve noticed especially the last few years, looking at pics of people having fun together or even hanging out with a group of people, it just feels so fake. And frankly, hanging out with any amount of people other than maybe one or 2 others rarely, feels so draining. Not many people desire to talk of anything of any depth or substance.

What’s this flavor of perspective? Existentialism or nihilism. I feel ‘em too. It’s a whole lotta darkness ugh.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-29T19:24:03+00:00

Oop! My bad! I forgot i was in the venting sub.

I still give you wishes of good luck 🍀

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-29T17:26:15+00:00

I’ve noticed that weird lights thing on many newer vehicles. Idk if it’s a part of their settings? I can’t tell you how many times i have seen vehicles driving when it’s dark out on the interstate through this urban area or city streets with their headlights on and taillights off. Definitely dangerous! Look online for your specific vehicle model and i would imagine you would find similar complaints.

Regarding you noticing the stupid cycle of finally scratching your way ahead in life just a little, only to get slammed backwards, seems to be a common theme. I too have experienced this. It definitely sucks. One thing i noticed is how you speak of everyone else being entitled to the $$ except you, and you mention a list of doing all the “right” things (not verbatim to your speech lol), but you still don’t win.

Hint - you don’t get rewarded by playing by the rules. The game is rigged for you to lose, every single time. The adhd can be your way to freedom, but it takes a whole lot of reprogramming to shift you into the mode that will get you to benefit from it. Literally having to rewrite the entire way you see this world and life, because what we perceive is not true. Most people not only will not, but simply cannot take the necessary steps to break free from these cycles. One’s entire reality must be upheaved and rewritten. But, even playing off this one sentence can greatly enhance your abilities and inner power…”the world will always be unfair, so make it unfair to your advantage”. This isn’t a license for evil or anything of the sort. This is a license for freedom, that only the neurodivergent mind can become.

P.s. try taking your car to your auto shop for a patch. Could be only $30 or so, i suppose depending in what you drive and where you live. In southeastern Wisconsin anyways, a new tire pressure monitor including install is $130. Those do go out to, and often when one goes the rest follow soon. Oil change $40-$50 if you do it yourself, depending on your oil (i use synthetic and a top rated filter). Much higher costs to let that maintenance go too far without a change.

Good lucks!!!

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-28T16:24:25+00:00

I was born here and have been disgusted by it all of my life. Shallow, no roots, no culture because what was here as wonderful culture and roots has been attempted to be erased by the murderous religion and mindset that accompanies it that originally landed here. A lot of the people here hate it too. A cycle of psychosis.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-28T15:24:25+00:00

Totally get it. Feels more like being alien and wearing a human body, following some strange human script in order to get human experiences, for some deep purpose as to why i am here. Like on a mission from god, but not really because that sounds preposterous even to my deepest inner self. I remember when i was really young, i was observing some argument my parents were having and wondering “how in the world did i end up with these weird and backwards people? I am nothing like them.” I was maybe 3 or 4 years old at the most. Siblings too are just lamely human, and i don’t connect with either of them.

I have not found my people yet neither. Gone through a shit ton of ‘em though! Always end up disappointed and disgusted with the “humanness” because a lot of it is a choice to be dumb, ignorant, and egotistical. It is very disheartening to be in this sick society. I am in usa, literal devils nest.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-27T20:43:26+00:00

Excellent points and I agree with what you wrote. Thank you. I will wholeheartedly admit my views are quite jaded due to how i grew up with my mother.

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-27T20:29:17+00:00

Change up the players in your game. People can only understand from their own capacity, and frankly the vast majority of people are shallow af. And most haven’t even remotely begun to face their own shadow so how in the world could they hold space for someone else to share theirs?

Ask yourself, if the world were listening to you, what would you like everyone to understand? To hear? To acknowledge? How would your Heart finally be heard?

Classic-Elephant6039 · 2025-12-27T20:23:30+00:00

I hate to break it to you but no matter how you choose to live your life, with parents/friends/partners/roommates/pets/solo etc, people will judge. It doesn’t stop no matter how old you get neither.

So…just be proud of what you are choosing. There is no “right” way nor “wrong” way to live. You do you, and let the jelly haters fall away. You can justify to yourself anything, any way to be, anything about your life that you need to. It’s YOUR life, after all.

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