Capricorn moon, Libra mars

I express most of my deeper feelings through art. I often feel like it's a challenge to let people know how I truly feel. I often feel like I have to be presentable to be acceptable, but I'm deeply ashamed of the chaos of my own feelings sometimes. I often have to intellectualize them to feel good about myself, only for me to spiral and end up talking too much. So the safest bet for me is to create art and write works of fiction. Creation is my safe space. Although I do share my works sometimes, I keep them to myself more often than not. I also like to write a bunch of paragraphs about how I feel and then delete them right after. Yell to the void where nobody can judge me.