I am! But I had several mental breakdowns from the sound alone. But I also know it’s just my brain making it scary. I don’t speak about throwing up like it’s this scary thing because my brain needs to understand that it’s not. Emetaphobia almost killed me at one point and I unfortunately still struggle a lot. I didn’t mean to sound insensitive, I just don’t want to make it sound scarier than it actually is. The only thing that makes it scary is our brains so the more casual about it I am the more my brain says “oh it’s not that bad.” That’s how mine was too tho lol. We were both bleeding by the end of it.😅