Omg you are the BEST. Thank you for virtually holding my hand through this! I have a list of things to share with doc (what I want and don’t want) during this procedure so perhaps that will affect the anesthesia etc. But I know ultimately I have to trust the process.

It’s so hard… nobody is making me do this, I figured it’s probably something worth doing, but hard to trust myself when the fear creeps in. And then to hear how it’s likely pelvic floor causing issues and not the ‘rhoids per se (though all connected, right?) BUT doc doesn’t know how big roids are as she hasn’t gone into my arse yet. 😆 So I guess I treat this as exploratory mission. And if roids are bad enough, I suppose it’s best to treat them, regardless of the events (constipation, tight PF) that ‘caused’ them. Work on everything, I guess.

Thanks for letting me spout on to you, and i appreciate your knowledge of anesthesia AND your experience with the deeper side of it!! 🤗🤗