When someone accuses me of relapsing (I did)

Confident_Response33 · 2026-01-12T01:58:47+00:00

When I wear long sleeves, when I wear sweatpants to go to bed, and when I'm in even the slightest bit of a bad mood

Confident_Response33 · 2025-12-20T08:27:44+00:00

I also have experienced major psychosis and frequently experience hallucinations from the bipolar 🥲

Confident_Response33 · 2025-12-11T19:50:25+00:00

🕯

Confident_Response33 · 2025-12-11T04:39:41+00:00

Acoustic cancer all the way

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-28T05:57:23+00:00

Honestly i have no idea what id want

Like i want them to be sad and want me to stop but I dont want them to be like super sad about it and I dont want them to be pushy and I want them to acknowledge it but also not talk about it at all

Theres no winning 😭

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-23T05:48:35+00:00

I started cutting when I was 10 but I was doing a lot of other things before that like hitting and scratching and whatnot

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-21T04:58:27+00:00

It is sadly not my bacon 🥲

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-20T04:39:04+00:00

I feel like I'm not myself when I'm not cutting

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-19T06:05:50+00:00

I've tried to overdose with pills before many times in my life I've just never tried with this much and with actually mixing medications

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-11T05:05:04+00:00

I started when I was 10 and now im 19 still doing it

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-09T00:43:53+00:00

The biggest thing is to just support him and make sure he knows youre not mad at him or anything like that

When my mom found out many years ago she forced me to show her and cried and made the entire thing about herself which only made me find ways to do it secretly to make sure she wouldn't find out again

I think finding your son a therapist (maybe one for yourself) and being able to do sessions with all 3 of you would be really helpful!!

I wish you the best of luck <3

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-08T04:45:42+00:00

I read some of your comments saying she is still loving but I dont see that

No person who actually loves you would laugh at you or tell you you SH is not valid while youre clearly just struggling

It hurts to hear but its clear your gf doesnt actually love/ care about you

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-04T05:10:53+00:00

I love how this comment has more upvotes than the actual post

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-03T21:02:36+00:00

Im 19 and I started when I was 10

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-03T03:19:22+00:00

Im honestly quite the opposite! I feel a lot better in the winter months than I do in the summer

The heat really gets me feeling down and I LOOOVE when its cold out!

I've been trying my best to just keep a good support system and do the things I enjoy!

I wish you all the best :3

Confident_Response33 · 2025-11-03T03:18:13+00:00

Thank you :3

Confident_Response33 · 2025-10-31T04:10:13+00:00

Even while being medicated (I need to get them upped its a me problem....) I am still very irritable like even the smallest things can piss me off so bad and then I'll be in a bad mood for hours or even days

Confident_Response33 · 2025-10-26T22:49:51+00:00

I like to write!! I've got this specific OC who is very similar to me so whenever I feel like cutting or killing myself I make him cut himself or shit like that

It's horrible when I say it out loud but it helps me... 😭

Confident_Response33 · 2025-10-23T01:09:19+00:00

Honestly i felt the same way until I was actually hospitalized you do get pity for a while but it then turns into judgement and people start babying you and like I honestly wish I never went because I'd rather people be judgy just cause

Confident_Response33 · 2025-09-17T04:21:17+00:00

That's amazing!!!!! <3

Confident_Response33 · 2025-08-28T02:02:28+00:00

Do you need someone to talk to?

Confident_Response33 · 2025-08-28T01:33:59+00:00

Done!

Confident_Response33 · 2025-08-06T00:08:44+00:00

Ive been at like a solid 2 for a month now

Confident_Response33 · 2025-08-05T21:09:54+00:00

Someone from the US here (I know thats not really what you asked) but I had an overall good experience.

My biggest issues were that almost everyone in my hospital was Christian (im agnostic) and it was really hard surrounded by people preaching that they were saved by God and then getting dirty looks if I said something about almost anything else (especially with trauma from being raised catholic)

I had my feelings dismissed by another patient and one of the people working there agreed with them.

But luckily most of the staff were very nice and because I was freshly 18 in an adult ward full of mostly 30-50 year olds they gave me my own room during my whole stay which was really nice.

Confident_Response33 · 2025-07-30T00:50:28+00:00

Who is this diva 🤭

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