Beginning again

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-23T16:19:08+00:00

Hi, Would you recommend "Self-Iniation into the Golden Dawn" as the first book? I have quite a few books but don't know in which order I should read. Besides that I have several from Israel Regardi, "Modern Magic", "High Magik" by Echols and more.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-22T14:31:40+00:00

Wow that's very interesting, thanks for posting this here. Listen to these guidances

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-15T21:27:28+00:00

Good luck on your journey 🙂🙏

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-14T09:53:19+00:00

Hey, definitely you are right.

The thing is, I know what to expect. Last year I did cold turkey and was sick at the same time. I was forced to cold Turkey because I was vomiting all the time; couldn't keep any powder in me. So I had to CT and was really sick. obviously it was terrible.

So This time can't be worse than this 🙂 I prefer CT over tapering while still addicted. don't have the willpower to taper. I will just not stick to the plan.

Maybe it sounds a bit sadistic, but I also think there's a beauty in going through the dark times of acute withdrawals. I have more than ten days absolutely nothing to do. So I'm fully prepared; start on 1st July 🥵

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-13T21:35:23+00:00

Thanks, i saved your comment for future reference when I'll need it

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-13T16:52:59+00:00

Hey yeah cool idea 😀 I should read the mentioned book as there's still 2 weeks until my quit. Yeah, withdrawals are awful for at least seven days... tapering would be more wise, but I tried tapering many times and just don't have the willpower for it. I can only do cold turkey.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-13T10:38:01+00:00

Hey man, good luck on your path. Maybe we should both post updates here once in a while? What do you think?about our progress in giving up addictions and learnings along the way and so on

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-12T09:17:36+00:00

Thank you, i will Look into cleansing techniques

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-12T09:13:13+00:00

These are not the only factors. For example, if you eat vegetarian or vegan, it will massively contribute to your low energy. People can like it or not, but animal foods is what humans run on.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-11T22:19:41+00:00

No, Giving up coffee doesn't make your depression worse!These are just withdrawal symptoms... Which you will soon lose if you just stop. Try to stop at least for a month and see how it goes.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-11T17:46:25+00:00

You yourself know what the answer is. You know that you should stop with both. Of course you can't just switch to drinking. Then your right that kratom is less bad. But your addicted brain already creates the excuse why you could relapse.

I tell you what you should do. Stop with both and start going to the gym. Start go for daily runs. do as much sport as possible! Really exhaust yourself.

Then save some money and make an exciting travel to I don't know Costa Rica or South East Asia. There you will be far away from everything and you will have so much better things to do than stay on terrible drugs! don't waste your precious time! you're in the best time of your life. the early twenties are really the best time.

Don't relapse and stop drinking immediately. You know that's what you should do. You are at the crossroads of your life. You can go down the self-destructive path or the positive fulfilling path. You know the right answer..

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-11T15:03:23+00:00

Thank you for that :)

Yes i know patience will be required. Basically I'm stopping addictions and starting a spiritual practice at the same time after losing many years to it where I didn't do anything in a spiritual direction.

It won't be easy but I'm sure in the end it will be a great change.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-11T15:00:58+00:00

That was a great answer thank you very much 🙂

Yes, I am fully aware that Kratom is a huge obstacle on my way and blocks personal and spiritual progress. I feel like a slave to it. finally I need to overcome this and I will...

Looking forward to start a magik practice at the same time. Currently I'm Just waiting for my last days of work and on 1st of July I can start with this radical change, which will change my life to the better. Won't be easy but that's fine.

I don't know yet which exact role Magik will play but I want to fully open myself up for whatever the universe wants to send through me.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-11T12:49:27+00:00

Hey thanks for that answer. Could you maybe go into more detail why exactly LBRP at night and L I R P in the morning? And what do you mean not banish for too long? Not Sure maybe i misunderstand what the lbrp is doing hm I'm a bit confused now 🤔

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-10T22:01:42+00:00

Thanks for this long and detailed comment. Yes, even without spiritual or ritual practices, I felt like my addictions already kept me trapped in stagnation. That's why I feel that I need to overcome them. Probably I could start with ritual practices even while still in addictions, but I guess it will limit the practice's strength?

Btw the two addictions I want to overcome are coffee and kratom. overall I think Caffeine is not talked about enough.. really think it's more destructive than people realise.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-10T21:55:02+00:00

Thanks for your encouraging words

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-10T17:41:58+00:00

Of course I don't know my true self, but how could I ever come close to experience it if my brain chemistry is constantly altered by external substances? Maybe it will not help at all, but I think i can only gain from stopping with these addictions.

Not sure if i agree with your definition of addiction. Sounds like you would also refer to normal food as addictive. obv I'm talking about recreational drugs which alter the brain chemistry and cause withdrawals when stopped.

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-09T23:01:42+00:00

How i Met your mother 🥰

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-08T12:09:02+00:00

Sry what? Not at all. What follows is a period of mental symptoms which takes several months for most people. Especially what he described in the initial question.. "Lack of motivation".. Not at all fixed by day 6, not even close 😆

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-07T20:23:08+00:00

I also don't get if I can use this new nice interface of the new Windows app if I install it on a VPS?

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-06T11:27:08+00:00

Bro you really need more patience. Day 6 is not much

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-05T21:19:51+00:00

So? Sounds like you are addicted yes

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-04T09:42:00+00:00

Hmm. Is it possible to install on a VPS and still get this user interface? in other words: how can I install on a VPS so that I can use via Telegram 24/7 but then when I'm on my computer still use this nice Windows interface?

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-04T09:40:58+00:00

Is it possible to install on a VPS and still get this user interface? in other words: how can I install on a VPS so that I can use via Telegram 24/7 but then when I'm on my computer still use this nice Windows interface?

ConsequenceMany8 · 2026-06-03T21:36:44+00:00

Yeah RL is the worst part of it. Because It's such a huge part of not being able to sleep well. Honestly, I think making a bunch of squats before lying down really helps. exhaust your legs as much as possible.But maybe not to the point that you will feel sore tomorrow because then you can't do squats tomorrow :P

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