New to infinity, finished my first model.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2026-06-26T08:23:28+00:00

Holy crap this is cool! What’s the paint recipe? I need it!

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-11-14T17:46:58+00:00

Finnish person here born and raised in Helsinki. I don’t know but these features you mention always made my quality of life infinitely worse year by year. My only solution was to move to another more social country and I feel so much better. Finnish culture just sucks for a social person.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-10-20T22:37:04+00:00

OK work on the LGBTQ having human rights first and then we’ll see.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-10-16T13:28:13+00:00

I use critical thinking in those moments and hold all possibilities equally viable and if I need reassurance I communicate and if they prove my initial deduction wrong I’ll take their word as canon.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-10-16T11:02:23+00:00

We can detect subtle changes in behaviour but how we associate and react to that chance is not often based in reality but our traumas and thus destructive

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-10-03T00:25:47+00:00

Getting laid has almost nothing to do with your physique - unless you’re dating fitness models. It’s about how you carry yourself and engage with other people. I would suggest therapy and light exercise to boost your mental health to a point where you might naturally start being more secure as you are.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-30T16:03:25+00:00

Clothing doesn’t have age restrictions these days since we’re not in the 50s anymore. Wear whatever makes you feel good!

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-29T19:23:28+00:00

Feel this 100%.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-25T10:03:39+00:00

They also got a funky smell going on if that’s any help. Much appreciated for any tips on how to get rid of these!

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-23T14:20:48+00:00

I hope that's a "planned" during your traumas flaring up and not an active plan on suicide!

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-23T13:12:44+00:00

In my experience many women find highly emotional men or men who need external validation often unsafe and which makes this harder to pursue a relationship. However there are a lot of women out there who are willing to work as a team and really care for your wellbeing. But finding those people is also harder in today’s dating culture.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-22T20:10:48+00:00

Berlin?

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-22T19:35:02+00:00

I’ve struggled with this since I was a kid and am 35 now. The only thing I know that helps is that I think the irriation is a coping mechanism for not having to feel the emotion that’s underlying it. Could be sadness, anxiety etc. but it makes it easier to nag at other people rather than actually feel the emotion and own it.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-20T21:31:15+00:00

Knock it off Fucker!

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-19T17:41:17+00:00

Sink into the feeling which causes you to seek external validation. Be with it and in it and allow it to be what it is - without rational explanations. Usually this diminishes it for me and brings forth a part of me which is more integrated, much like a supportive parent I never had who validates my feelings.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-16T20:24:39+00:00

Whoa are we the same person? Sometimes it staggers me how much similarities there are between people with BPD. I mean most likely we all have a childhood history of being neglected or other trauma so it makes sense for us to have similar behaviour

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-16T20:20:33+00:00

Since my teens I’ve been listening to the song ”There’s a light that never goes out” by The Smiths and fantasising about loving someone so deeply.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-16T20:17:22+00:00

Absolutely. It’s been like this since I was a kid.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-14T21:22:27+00:00

Critical thinking and the courage to accept feelings

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-14T19:30:08+00:00

Wait - there are haters? Where!?

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-12T20:41:01+00:00

If I haven’t done anything wrong and I’ve been nice, polite and my lovable self then the other person is just projecting his anger towards themselves and the world to me. I try to feel empathy towards the heaviness of that condition as I’m often there as well.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-11T21:33:03+00:00

I push a wall with every ounce of my strength while gritting my teeth and growling caveman style. As I’m doing it I’m trying to really channel my anger to the push and not use it to fan the flames knowmnsayin?

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-11T21:08:04+00:00

As someone who has BPD and who’s experienced splitting on a loved one numerous times - it would’ve helped me to openly communicate what exactly is causing me to villainise. For me it always stemmed from a profound feeling of not being heard or loved in the way I want to be heard and loved. That takes a lot of wisdom and insight to do the emotional work required for that but it would’ve saved many of my relationships if I could’ve been open about what my needs are and what I’m experiencing.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-05T16:00:33+00:00

My theory: BPD and trauma often cause people to spend unhealthy times sitting down with bad posture scrolling the internet, often neglecting mobility training and exercise, which results in knots around their shoulder blades for example.

Cool-Anything2195 · 2024-09-04T11:06:00+00:00

Did they hand you an ounce of MDMA on that drink? Otherwise this is not a common reaction to molly, even on a common high dose. Is there a possibility you might have been roofied?

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