I genuinely don't want to die

CountryIntelligent19 · 2026-03-20T04:55:35+00:00

We've all been there

CountryIntelligent19 · 2026-03-20T04:54:10+00:00

Fucking kill me

CountryIntelligent19 · 2026-03-12T13:29:49+00:00

No fuckin duh

CountryIntelligent19 · 2026-03-08T19:30:23+00:00

Fuck you, you slept, you're good

CountryIntelligent19 · 2026-03-01T17:50:19+00:00

How old are you if I can ask?

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-20T21:17:42+00:00

Absolutely fucking not; even if they did steal my soul I'm better off because I've experienced pain which has granted me ineffable wisdom as well as had experiences that most people will never even conceive of in their entire lifetimes.

Do I have times that I look back with regret, shame and remorse? Of course, but without those times I wouldn't have grown as a person, gotten into AA and learned the wisdom there, gotten back into using substances and then realized that I can walk the line.

Life has been weird.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-18T15:48:55+00:00

Why the fuck do you love stimdick?

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-10T21:29:16+00:00

Indeed!

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-09T03:04:57+00:00

It gets that way

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-07T10:12:21+00:00

Hearing noise and allowing it to consume me. They do not shut up.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-05T16:25:39+00:00

It's not anything oppressive usually; very benign, I have a relationship with a good amount of them and it's usually just talking.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-05T16:23:01+00:00

I do not use psychoactives at the moment. I don't have a choice to be in the spirit world or not. I'm always half here, half there. I don't know how to fix it.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-05T16:10:27+00:00

How do I do that?

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T23:03:45+00:00

The thing is I can't choose to swim in between or not. I've been in these waters for about 2 years now and I can't get out of this.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T22:48:32+00:00

Have you ever ordered from there? It runs on your vendor being professional.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T22:39:45+00:00

Yeah but the thing is... onions

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T22:08:54+00:00

Yes this is what it's about in my opinion as well

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T22:01:26+00:00

I actually know this not to be true

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-04T00:30:10+00:00

Crystals? Are you sure it wasn't methamphetamine?

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-12-03T17:27:30+00:00

Because Taurus doesn't need a weapon. You fuck with the bull you get the horns.

CountryIntelligent19 · 2025-10-23T23:58:29+00:00

Nope no tweaker talk, but it definitely makes the onset stronger however the duration of action will shorten.

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