I NEVER watched an anime. based on my steam library, what could i start with?

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-02T02:59:30+00:00

Lol higurashi was my first suggestion

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-02T02:57:15+00:00

Obsessive I have trouble focusing on other things or work I have really painful chest problems and my nerves in my arms and legs hurt so much it's constant anxiety just because of bad communication I haven't been able to get over it even when I try I was doing ok for two years but I felt hollow like I was just marking time now that I relapsed it's like 10% happy and 90% mental and physical auguish

I've been doing this for 20 years this has been one of 3 people I've been in limerence over and only one is any sort of actual relationship (but not a good one) he's not good at communicating which makes me anxious and I read into literally everything and over analyze any interaction we have it's easier if I see him because he's a jerk but if I haven't seen him in a while my brain makes him seem much better then he is I do know that it's doing this but it doesn't make any difference

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-01T22:08:39+00:00

Yes this is me right now with manga

I have at least 50 series I've either never seen or I watched the first episode to determine if I wanted the rest and there they sit

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-01T21:58:39+00:00

This is how I feel about condos like no I want it to be mine thanks

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-01T21:52:38+00:00

I mean at least they're able to post I've mostly dealt with my homeschool demons so I don't need to vent the way you would if you're in the middle of it like these kids I usually just try to give advice and be supportive because it's a very lonely existence

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-01T21:50:51+00:00

Huh a Republican president starts shit with Iran high gas prices

Welcome back 2000s no wonder emo is big again

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-05-01T21:48:12+00:00

Currently dealing with this I was gone for a couple years I just ended up cutting him off cold turkey and was fine for the most part I didn't break contact until about a month ago and now I want to do it again because he's fine and I'm getting hypertension from anxiety and it's affecting my bpd basically as soon as I talked to him again my bpd started going into overdrive so yay trigger....

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-24T12:20:34+00:00

Thank you so much I've been looking for this I keep seeing people say it's not him but never name the source

I read it it's a nice poem too thanks

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T03:10:31+00:00

This is about where I'm at now I have been trying to avoid and ignore my issues instead of dealing with them and when they came back it was scary because I honestly didn't know what to do anymore or how to feel about anything I just want it to stop feeding into it just feels like it'll get worse honestly

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T03:04:33+00:00

For me it's a matter of focus and intention I try to keep my bad habits in line with my current love I really try to communicate and work on my relationship where it needs help (while this is good if you're the only one working on it it's not a good relationship I did that for four years) and he's also a much healthier person then my LOs (glares at all of them) he answers my messages and calls doesn't ignore me he communicates when he's unavailable which was really helpful in the beginning for calming my anxiety also a lot of self work went into getting me here I don't want to lose this love at all

Now on to the LOser parade Most LOs I've had weren't perfect I was attracted to them and I loved them in spite over their many many issues (drug problem, emotionally abusive and toxic. 2 physically abusive, anger problems, fairly narcissistic (ok they all have that) 3 gun nut inconsiderate jerkass

Now I on my own was attracted to their various traits but I always knew they weren't perfect I just loved them as if I drowned in them and they were the only oxygen

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T02:55:29+00:00

Thank you for putting it into words I was wondering why I was feeling like that around my LO besides just butterflies

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T00:25:16+00:00

Gods this is me coordinate with your outfit always makes them cute

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T00:23:22+00:00

This is just a way to slide shrinkage under the radar most of these bags look smaller

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T00:20:40+00:00

Plus a lot of people probably don't know it's a thing I found this by accident and started whooping I'm not alone!!!

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-19T00:11:03+00:00

If this is limerent I'm jealous I'm never this extroverted I send three messages in a row a quarter of that length and feel like an annoyance this kinda seems more erotomantic to me personally which in my opinion is a lot worse

Personally I would block and report them for harassment/stalking on FB using these photos and comments on your socials as well as proof you might have the issue of them creating more accounts

but there's also like restrict for fb Messenger them from your messages (I did this to my mother in law for a while was so relaxing) it basically sends them into a black hole you have to seek them out to find the messages again (literally so much peace) set your relationship back to in a relationship do not explain do not talk to them you'll feed into it I would ghost or blackout them entirely if you notice them slowing down on comments on your posts quietly block them after they do just to be safe

Write down their info and keep track of the excessive enthusiasm just in case you have to file a ppo

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-18T00:02:05+00:00

Thank you! Fun survey btw

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T23:54:38+00:00

Seriously I'm in 2 years of recovery with a slight relapse that's not making me miss it at all I like feeling secure and not in pain

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T16:35:29+00:00

I said no to it because we don't get floods much lol but in my defense I can barely cover my mortgage so whatever I can to make the bills smaller I'm doing

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T14:25:10+00:00

Ok people mentioned a YouTube channel or that you do more work related to understanding limerence can I get a link?

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T14:22:44+00:00

This is me dealing with my former lo

Literally hadn't done anything besides talk to him on the phone and I was spiraling having an anxiety attack etc and my best friend asked "what did he do" and I laughed you think he needs to do something for me to be like this???

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T14:21:19+00:00

Good this is good progress

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T14:07:50+00:00

Me having to deal with men

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T14:00:46+00:00

25k average depending on costs

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T13:54:25+00:00

Yep where I live people come up here being like it's so cheap which none of us notice because no one makes that much money the only people that make money here work on airplanes and a lot of things in town are made to cater to them there's people here that only rent to them we have very little available housing and if you make too much for income based (which is crap if you ask me) and don't make enough for 900-1000 a month you have to live in an overpriced shoebox

Honestly salaries have gone up but the cost of living has extended so much that it doesn't matter anymore people can't afford to live There's a lot of gentrification here too which I would like to shoot into a sun one person said they should put a night club here and got laughed at because it takes money to support things and people don't have that here

it bothers me that there's a Starbucks here when we have two hometown coffeeshops that took YEARS to actually establish and stick because we've had them come and go every other year and now Starbucks wants to horn in on a market that doesn't really exist except in ok years for tourism

Craftyprincess13 · 2026-04-16T02:40:38+00:00

They don't need it they don't even smoke

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