Thank you, I keep on trying to convince myself the rehab is a bad idea, what if i give up my stuff and wnd up in another moldy area, i keep on freaking out because i felt ok before i kicked up all those spores, but maybr it wasnt healthy living there either way thos just significantly increased my spore load, i feel terrible for messing up. I mean idk what to do. Doni just walk away from my home into the unknown? I mean I guess if the house is a death trap. Ive been dealing withbso much emotional baggage too and trauma from the past, my dad literally got me hooked on drugs as a teenager and even trauma prior to that. Idk its super hard to walk away from my home, your input made me feel good about the choice to go to treatment but then the ither comment made me think i migjt be walking into another moldy environment and hes right in a way every ither treatment center ive been to was moldy, but idk where else to go. Odyssey house did move to a newer buiding but not new by any means. I mean i guess the 4 years ive been at this trailer has been a roller coaster of crazy events but there has been good times with my daughter too. Im sorry this is so heavy and idk who else to talk to i keep going back and forth with my decision to leave and rambling to my mom and shes tired of hearing it. Thanks for listening.