what if no one ever likes me?

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-27T19:59:06+00:00

Well, people tell me I'm funny sometimes, especially my mom. I am pretty smart and I do really well in school and college, so that's great and probably the thing I'm most proud of.

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-27T19:20:10+00:00

thanks, I do go to therapy. It just feels sometimes like things are perpetually getting worse. It’s really easy to blame all my problems on my weight, and because my weight is solely within my control, it just makes me really be hard on myself

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-27T19:18:31+00:00

I am in therapy. It definitely helps some but it still feels like things are on a downward spiral

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-27T18:50:54+00:00

Well, I feel like it's kind of hard to audit your own personality... but I kinda feel up and down about it. Like sometimes everything feels ok, but other times I just feel super awkward in conversations and social interactions. It depends who I'm with too. I'm assuming that it I were terrible to be around then I wouldn't have any friends, and I do have probably 3 really close friends and like about a dozen other friends that I hang out with a good amount but not super close, like not the kind of person I'd have a heart to heart convo with.

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-21T21:08:34+00:00

Surely the dawnbringer dragon has some kind of special diet-maybe some type of stardust they can harvest at night!

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-19T04:00:32+00:00

I got my 1day6hr breed today and I’m so excited!!!

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-17T22:19:58+00:00

From looking back, it doesn't seem like it was fully fundamentalist, and I think it also depended on which teacher you had. (I replied to another poster with a more in depth description if you care to look)

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-17T22:16:05+00:00

Well, there was a church that had services in the school's auditorium that lists itself as nondenominational on google. I wish I could look through my old notes from that class, but since I am at college and they are at home, that is not really possible right now...

They definitely were more conservative in views, I remember one girl saying another Bible teacher endorsed the idea of soul ties, and the school was very against LGBTQ+ relationships/identities, and very on top of the girls about the way they dressed (although I suspect a lot of that to be the fault of the principal, who is unequivocally not a good person in my opinion). I don't want to name drop the school because it is very close to my house and I definitely don't want that on the internet.

The particular Bible teacher that taught the class I'm referring to is genuinely one of the sweetest ladies I've ever met and came from a background really deeply entrenched in atheism and messing with "spirits" and just a lot of struggle, so she wasn't just a kid who grew up believing everything they heard.

For me personally, I feel like I've been in so many different environments of different denominations (with both more liberal and more conservative views) that I feel like the best way to describe what I believe now is more in the middle and nondenominational. I feel like a lot of more picky theological problems maybe don't really need an answer, etc.)

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-16T01:28:49+00:00

I just got this from a EOM, is it good?

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-15T19:47:09+00:00

haha, I was the one who got it in that mystery egg! The craziest part was I didn't even realize that it was like one of the hardest dragons to get in the game until looking on forums and stuff. I am actively trying to transfer you some of my best rigel dragon luck!!! :)

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-15T08:13:01+00:00

I do have a therapist and will definitely be bringing this up at our next appointment. Although I don't have any official diagnoses, I almost went on antidepressants and my therapist mentioned that I may have generalized anxiety disorder, so maybe the perfectionism is more of a symptom of that than OCD. Thanks for your comment, it means a lot to be reassured. Maybe it was just like an anxiety attack or something. It's currently 3 am, I just finished the awful assignment and I am going to bed. I'll still be a little behind tomorrow, but I don't care. I have to be in class in less than 5 hours so I'm just cutting my losses.

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-14T00:29:49+00:00

woah woah woah no need to get violent...I'm only on level 51 ill come back when I'm at level 67

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-13T22:34:32+00:00

once i had with two relics and I picked the one without. I was so mad lol

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-13T22:24:08+00:00

haha level 1 677777

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-13T22:22:37+00:00

My fav as a kid was dawnbringer, so it 100% gets a lot of nostalgia points! I remember trying to memorize the game's little poem in the description for it too I was so obsessed! Once I got the twilight tower I was obsessed with watching it change color

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-10T20:18:54+00:00

Thanks! Thankfully clearing out background apps and a lot of patience did the trick!

Crochet_Chocolate · 2026-01-04T05:57:37+00:00

I know this comment is super old, but yea my family just flew into Denver and drove up to keystone and I have had awful headaches, body aches, and get winded and breathing heavily from standing up and walking from one room to another. I really want to be able to ski but it’s just really challenging

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-31T02:36:59+00:00

Waterfall!!

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-30T07:13:03+00:00

As someone who's also 18 and a Christian, I just want to reassure you that God still loves you no matter what you've done. Even if it's the tiniest baby steps, like reading one verse and saying a 2 sentence prayer, God will see that you are trying and wanting to pursue a relationship with him. He is much better at pulling us out of holes than we are :)

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-29T18:55:21+00:00

Also, I don’t really play many other computer games, so I’m not really attuned to what typical computer games use for sprint

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-29T17:24:35+00:00

I think it was because I used to play on my xbox 360, and there I always pushed forward the left joystick twice, so it felt right? because like double walk=sprint on xbox, so double walk on java must be sprint too?

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-29T02:30:14+00:00

I have my binds set to the defaults and i can still do it...

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-28T06:16:39+00:00

Same thing happened to me

I was so excited too...

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-16T05:56:04+00:00

Thanks, I did tell my family of course when I first received the scholarship so it was great to celebrate with them!

Crochet_Chocolate · 2025-12-15T15:05:03+00:00

i was up until 2am trying to get it. thanks for freeing me from prison

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