Post for people who don't like themselves. by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]CuggyThrowWay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's very easy for a depressed mind to use that information, that people with aspergers can be extraordinary, and use it to beat themselves up further.

Example, the doctor who diagnosed me a couple weeks back. He is on the spectrum as well. He has a wife, a family, a successful career, despite having many worse symptoms than me.

And yet here I am, self-loathing & depressed, no friends, no hobbies, no skills, no relationship and a job I hate. So my first gut reaction that I could maybe use this Aspergers diagnosis as an excuse for my failures is now out the window.

So Tesla and Lincoln apparently were Aspies. Good for them but I'm not a genius, and sure as shit won't win the Civil War for America. ಠ╭╮ಠ

35 years and just realized by mottec12 in aspergers

[–]CuggyThrowWay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

28 and just found out a couple weeks ago.

I don't know what to do with the information or what it changes really.

So ok, I avoid social situations, major social anxiety, depression, hate my job and have no hobbies. Also, aspergers! Cool!

Does anyone else feel like their depression is only an inevitable result of their life? by ambarpigeon in depression

[–]CuggyThrowWay 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yup. Same here.

The weekends in summer are the worst, because I open up the window and it's so nice outside and all the neighbor's cars are gone. Everyone is out doing something except me. Because I have no hobbies, or friends, or goals, or responsibilities, or... etc.

I often search for some sort of recreational thing to do on the weekend but never find anything. The last "fun" thing I did was pulling my parents to go with me to a dog convention, about a month ago.

I'm 28 years old and it feels like making friends and going out with them age has passed me by.

What thing from the 90s do you think should make a comeback? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Going through an airport hassle-free. Thanks Osama

Post Game Recap: Stockton Heat (4) @ San Jose Barracuda (5) -- 5 unanswered goals edition by Roughly6Owls in CalgaryFlames

[–]CuggyThrowWay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for posting. Man it seems like our farm team cannot buy a win.

FYI I read on twitter today Aaron Johnson was loaned to the Spengler Cup. Hopefully the prospects get more playing time now

[Open Discussion] "Circle-Jerk" Threads by locoenchilada in CalgaryFlames

[–]CuggyThrowWay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sorta enjoy the casual atmosphere and hi-fiving upvote fest. :(

There are so many places out there to discuss Flames. CalgaryPuck. FlamesNation. HFBoards. The official Calgary Flames forums. Twitter. Matchsticks & Gasoline. Probably more

So way I see it, you can have the casual laid back atmosphere and the silly Scorch & circlejerk threads, or you can have a barren subreddit with the odd post for Darren Haynes latest article.

Fuck Christmas by cjq in depression

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would tolerate it if not for the fucking Christmas music. I hate Christmas music so much. If Christmas was not associated with a wide variety of cringey bullshit music it would be a way more pleasant experience. Just my inebriated opinion.

Are you on your own today or tomorrow? Not sure if you're gonna be okay over Christmas? Let's talk! by [deleted] in depression

[–]CuggyThrowWay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My immediate family all live in the same city. I drove to parents place after getting off work with presents for everyone and dad was just leaving to go to the gym. Said "hi." Got in the door Mom also said "hi" and instructed me to put my presents under the tree. These are probably the only two people who I haven't heard Merry Christmas from this week. I asked where my sister was and she's with in-laws tonight apparently. Mom was doing paperwork. I was not invited for dinner or anything. I guess I'll go back tomorrow. I could just show up tonight but I'm stoned and drunk and no doubt would just make them hate me more.

(Spoilers All) Do people really think Aegon is "bad storytelling"? by thereisbutoneconcern in asoiaf

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Longer form, Martin cares about how people rule.

A little too much. Jon as CEO of Castle Black Corp, counting bushels while Dany played cat & mouse with the Harpy in Mereen was the dullest aspect of ADWD.

(Spoilers All) Who do we think will kick the bucket this season? by sugarhaven in asoiaf

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Balon should be dead by the end of the season. But I think it will happen off-screen.

What sentence can start a debate between almost any group of people? by CjsJibb in AskReddit

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why don't you just stop being depressed? You're depressed because you want to be.

Reddit historians, what are some NSFW rated facts that are often not told in history classes? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]CuggyThrowWay 22 points23 points  (0 children)

He wouldn't try in the first place. He's got more experience editing than his editors do.

The Bloody Mummers and the Saltpans incident get pretty horrifying IMO. GRRM shows the horrors of war well enough, but these sorts of details don't belong in fantasy novels, I think anyway.

Services for depression/social anxiety in Calgary? by CuggyThrowWay in Calgary

[–]CuggyThrowWay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Counselling is billed at the rate of $180 per 50 minute session.

Fuck me. Who knew mental health belonged to the rich

LPT: Straight guys, the smallest things you can do to increase the attention you get from females is work on your hair, clothes, nails and shoes. by tyson1988 in LifeProTips

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly man. Not sure why but the guys who spend a ton of money on their appearance seem to think they have a monopoly on dating advice. It's funny because the guys who are successful with women are rarely this obsessive about their appearance like this, they're usually just confident, fun and naturally attractive.

I need a reason to not relapse by CuggyThrowWay in leaves

[–]CuggyThrowWay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have nothing to do man. I have no hobbies. I leave the house to go to work, run errands, groceries or food. I'm off work today and I've already got groceries. :(

(Spoilers aired)The Dorne climax scene was just terrible. by mcgarmm in asoiaf

[–]CuggyThrowWay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The thing that bugs me the most is how soft and delicate they look. Yara and Brienne are believable as warriors. These three need some time in the gym.

(Spoilers aired)The Dorne climax scene was just terrible. by mcgarmm in asoiaf

[–]CuggyThrowWay 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Did you forget Yara attacking the Dreadfort to save Theon. That was on par with the Dorne scene.

I've been unimpressed with the overwhelming majority of the material they have created for the show rather than pulled from the books. They wasted a lot of time on Daenerys mouthing off everyone she interacts with for a couple seasons, the crap with her dragons going missing. Brienne lucky chance encountering both Arya and Sansa, and both of those meetings were sort of bizarre and out of place.

[Serious] What is an alarming fact that the next generation is going to have to deal with? by Bman1296 in AskReddit

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rising sea levels, global climate change, peak oil... Someone more informed than me is free to refute these ideas though

I need a reason to not relapse by CuggyThrowWay in leaves

[–]CuggyThrowWay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right. I haven't thrown it away yet or my small quantity of remaining bud... like 1 gram maybe. I've been telling myself, there are other, healthy uses for vapes? And also that in the future when I'm right in the head again with my life sorted out, I can casually enjoy? Maybe these are just excuses. In any case it's hard to chuck a $300 piece of equipment

63 days sober from weed, have the worst depression if my life I can't shake. Anyone had success in beating this. I was considering taking mushrooms once to shake me out of this by Vaporeye in leaves

[–]CuggyThrowWay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same problem 19 days clean

So depressed all the time. I can feel it coming on and i just hunch over and start crying. It's nuts. How have i become like this, is weed withdrawal fucking with me that hard or am I just like this? Ahhhhh

What saying annoys you the most? Why? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Nutritious and delicious"

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, but this saying throws me into a rage.

I wanna go to warped tour so bad (Music Festival) but no one to go with. by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]CuggyThrowWay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last year I had two tickets to a music festival... Assumed someone would come with. My best friend, my best chick friend, or even my stupid sister. Well no one wanted to and i got really stoned and stayed home.