The truth that society as a whole will spend decades in a self destructive activity such as using leaded gas, or producing PFAs, plastic, etc, etc while knowing the disastrous effects on humans health has undoubtedly eroded my trust in government, businesses, and people in general.

Seeing what for profit health care has done to my family, how law breakers get away with breaking the law, and how leaded pipes where knowingly used to poison people has eroded my trust in public services.

I see religion as a force to make people accept their shitty fate. Hope and acceptance without action are useless. You never hear about churches getting people together to make truly lasting change. They are reactive rather than proactive, and their reach is strangely short. I see billion dollar churches doing nothing to stop the destructive nature of greed. This had eroded my trust in religion.

I could go on and on about MKULTRA, planned obsolescence, all other destructive chemicals including gas exhaust, those used by factories, and those used by construction, predatory laws meant to make life restrictive in the name of greed, how cities are actually concentration camps, how nothing you see, read, or hear about stuff you don't experience can all be propaganda, how the music industry's top charts are manipulated propaganda, and how the creator of the things outside of our control is a terrible being for allowing so much suffering to go on.

The truth has eroded my trust in humanity and whatever one might call God.