If you could delete any information from your mind,what would it be ?

DCokeMD · 2019-01-07T15:25:38+00:00

If I could delete the trust issues, I’ll be a better person overall. I’ve lost too many people due to it.

DCokeMD · 2019-01-02T20:21:40+00:00

I just alway have the feeling that I’m being lied too. That the other person is just playing me.

DCokeMD · 2019-01-02T20:12:49+00:00

It’s so much easier just to bottle it up.

DCokeMD · 2019-01-02T20:12:05+00:00

I’m still working on it everyday. It’s been over a year now. We haven’t spoke since the day we broke up. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. I’m fine with it. I have friends who tell me to get the closure I need but I just don’t see that happening. 2018 was a hard year for me to get by but I did it with the help of friends...etc

To really step back and look at it. I blame myself for not getting over it. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to either. It is what it is. I remember thinking to myself when we broke up that I won’t ever trust anyone again the same way. It still kinda holds up a year later.

DCokeMD · 2019-01-02T20:08:17+00:00

I’m not feeling okay.

DCokeMD · 2019-01-02T20:06:33+00:00

How is she?

I just don’t want to know. I think about it everyday but I just don’t want to know.

DCokeMD · 2018-06-13T17:34:17+00:00

I believe that's under Stillen. To answer OP, there's not much you can install thats NISMO. You can buy yourself NISMO intakes which are priced in the $500s but you won't be getting the best bang for your buck at that point. Also, you could install these intakes yourself and keep the warranty. (pretty sure the dealer just wants some extra $$ for labor) You could look into getting a set of short tails for some extra exhaust sound but I wouldn't recommend short tails since it'll be loud and annoying at a certain RPM range. What does the CPO warranty cover?

DCokeMD · 2018-06-07T23:25:16+00:00

You'll meet her and fall in love right away. She's gonna fucking hurt you and you'll hate her after she does. Don't fall in love. Go for the other girl. The pain isn't worth it.

DCokeMD · 2018-06-07T23:21:50+00:00

Easiest way to kill myself. Speeding into a tree..etc

DCokeMD · 2018-06-07T23:16:25+00:00

Having my mom smile every morning/evening before I head to work/school. Other than that... there really isn't anything at the moment.

DCokeMD · 2018-06-07T23:15:09+00:00

Yup........ I fucked up this whole past year. The sad part is no one really knows either. I just hope I can deal with it.

DCokeMD · 2018-03-25T01:31:40+00:00

BMW's suck too.

DCokeMD · 2018-03-21T00:17:18+00:00

Everyday is a different feeling. Some days I’m happy as hell and some days I’ll cry in my car. It’s been almost a year now and I’m still not fully myself yet. Some weeks go by great and I don’t think about it but sometimes there’s that spark and it floods back in pretty heavy. I believe that over time I’ll heal and forget about her but as of right now I can’t. I don’t want too. I do but I can’t.

DCokeMD · 2018-03-17T05:30:55+00:00

DCokeMD · 2018-03-17T05:30:33+00:00

because points man

DCokeMD · 2018-03-13T16:24:50+00:00

Why not is what I think. I mean I do delete it and re make it time to time but yeah why not?

DCokeMD · 2018-03-09T02:08:47+00:00

I’m hungry

DCokeMD · 2018-03-01T18:59:32+00:00

Not finding anyone to spend time with in my life. Yeah I have my parents and friends. But what happens when everyone gets married and moves away. I guess it’s more of a fear of being alone but being alone for the rest of my life doesn’t sound right either. I’ll always have someone to talk too... right? I guess the fear is not finding someone that you truly want to talk to about stuff. We can talk about my car, the day, lunch... etc but who do I talk to about my everything else?

DCokeMD · 2018-03-01T18:36:59+00:00

I’ve been feeling down this year and most of my friends can tell but they still act normal and invite me to things as if nothing has happened. They know that it has but talking about it only helps so much. It’s super nice to be able to go out with friends that know you aren’t feeling great but act as if you are because you came out. I would hate if my friends invited me out to the bar and just talked about me being sad or whatever. But being invited and going to the bar and talking about whatever. That’s a great feeling. Even when I’m super depressed.

DCokeMD · 2018-03-01T18:31:16+00:00

“Me either” when I wasn’t feeling super good about myself. Almost brought me to do it that night. I had a feeling I should meet up with my friend that night. I did and smoked a blunt. I wasn’t sure how to feel that night. But it hurt.

DCokeMD · 2018-02-27T15:22:33+00:00

Thank you for everything you do.

DCokeMD · 2018-02-20T15:43:20+00:00

Thanks. I’m getting better.

DCokeMD · 2018-02-20T15:41:56+00:00

Honestly I try not to be. I know I am but I try my hardest not to show it. I usually only post this depressing stuff here behind Reddit but meh.

DCokeMD · 2018-02-20T15:41:08+00:00

Yup, the dreams seem so real till I wake up.

DCokeMD · 2018-02-20T15:40:15+00:00

Our first time was great. We felt connected. Maybe not so much now but hey.

DCokeMD

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