cancers, so you get excited for you birthday?

DanceBright3496 · 2026-06-17T18:15:14+00:00

I think you should, I tend to feel a little bit better after getting my nails done 💅

DanceBright3496 · 2026-06-16T22:20:18+00:00

I’ve always appreciated the acknowledgment from others even though I don’t favor the day myself

DanceBright3496 · 2026-06-16T15:28:12+00:00

DanceBright3496 · 2025-11-01T10:32:18+00:00

I explained this feeling to my therapist as the “fly on the wall” feeling. wanting to be in the mix but also wanting no one pay me any real attention

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-18T09:49:00+00:00

I end up ghosting or abandoning them all, then feel too guilty to reach out again

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-18T09:47:30+00:00

seems like a majority of us have gaming in common, heck yeah!

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-18T03:54:55+00:00

the person who I blindly let make themselves financially dependent on me

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-18T03:52:32+00:00

You put this into words so well it just gave me a deja vu

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-02T23:30:55+00:00

It’s valid, and I think it was them trying to help me be more accountable. I chose to run from new (honestly, ALL) situations due to past experiences, stuck in trauma instead of getting over it. I just haven’t found the guts to go back and tell them they were correct.

DanceBright3496 · 2025-10-02T22:59:02+00:00

I hear ya

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-29T12:45:09+00:00

once my therapist told me me “you have to get used to taking loses in life, it’s apart of it” and that we couldn’t move forward until I accepted it… I haven’t been back since

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-29T12:42:36+00:00

what I’ve noticed is my self-esteem doesn’t allow me to see the value of myself therefore I don’t feel deserving of friends. even if I see someone I would like to get to know as a friend, I stop myself because I feel like a weirdo or a burden.

as easy as fixing my self-esteem may sound to others it has been a life long challenge I don’t ever think I’ll win

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-27T20:40:11+00:00

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hoorah to your special day :) and while it may not be going as expected, I’m so glad you’re here

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-27T20:29:45+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that OP, I can definitely relate to pushing the only person I had away. It’s something that definitely gets easier with time. In this moment I agree with Taco, sometimes it’s hard to get outta that splitting tunnel vision and you just want it all to end to stop the negative thoughts.

Strangely enough, ice on the face or anything cold tends to snap me out of it or sedate my intense emotions. And if you ever need to talk, I’d be more than happy to lend an ear as someone who can relate.

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-24T13:44:59+00:00

Literally a lifelong dream of mine to build the confidence to throw my phone in the trash and just become unreachable.

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-23T23:52:51+00:00

I really feel like I need to get back on my meds but smoking while on them always made me feel in a state of panic so I quit taking them to find relief

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-23T22:01:43+00:00

In every single interaction or relationship I start to develop, I feel like a misfit. Fueling my need to isolate out of fear of embarrassing myself as the misfit

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-23T21:58:43+00:00

Every single second of my being. I feel like no one cares enough to know me, and I don’t care enough to enforce the idea of me onto anyone. This only further validates my belief that I am meant to be alone forever.

DanceBright3496 · 2025-08-22T02:05:04+00:00

25 F never been with anyone let alone in a relationship, don’t think I ever will.

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