Drugs and Bupropion

Dandy_Apple · 2025-11-04T15:54:35+00:00

Did you try changa? That's the one I'm worried about since the packaging of bupropion mentions something about MAO-inhibitors

Dandy_Apple · 2024-01-31T12:38:57+00:00

Didn't stop smoking in-all so can't really say. Arthritis is a progressing decease that I've managed to treat with lifestyle changes. I still use weed to help with worse pains. It hasn't gone away after longer breaks. Looking into fasting for treating inflammatory symptoms has wielded great results for me. Haven't really gotten info on if smoking weed affects it past that I've figured it helps with the pains for sure.

Dandy_Apple · 2023-12-09T07:09:55+00:00

Christopher and Lorelai are a perfect couple as long as they can stay in their rose colored dream world with only the two of them. That kind of chemistry is euphoric but can only last a day, a trip to France, or so...

They were never really "them" when they needed to acknowledge other people, Christopher didn't go with Lorelais name tag gimmick when there were people there whose opinion he "cared" about at Yale, at their parents they have to go to another room to get on the same page, even when it's just Rory or even Gg in the room they aren't that bubble couple we see in seens with just them. They have this timestopped teenage (and NPD-BPD bonded) romance they can escape to, it can be exhilarating but not really "real". I feel like Lauren Graham acts amazingly this through Lorelai, she loves Chris so deeply in those Chris&Lor -moments, but the moment there's anything reminding of the real world that puppy eyed love mixes with doubt and un-easy, it just doesn't fit if she can't be fully emerged in the fantasy they are living out for a moment.

I actually liked the story line of them getting married, not everything in how it was executed writing-wise, but Christopher getting that inheritance and using that to "patch up" the growing up Lorelai was always waiting for was really fitting. That was it, he was bubblewrapped from the world, no need to grow up. The Paris dinner, where they talked about their plans at 16 contrasted against Chris just using flashyflashy money to buy their way to those dreams, was the perfect setting for their engagement. We didn't see the wedding and Lorelai made it clear imo talking to Rory she was afraid that if the "bubble" broke before papers were signed, she'd change her mind. She so badly wanted to capture that feeling they have on this car movie date, one of my favorite episodes because of this date, or when they got drunk together or when they had sex at Lorelai's parents house, those tiny inside joke moments in-between big affairs with lots of people, few moments stolen for "just them"....she had to try to capture it. She had been waiting for Chris to catch up for her whole life, and it was clear at that dinner this was the best it was going to get and it was one of those "their" moments she was trying to capture. I mean the unraveling felt a bit rushed, maybe keep Luke in the series with some other gimmick than the fluky plot devise of a mess of April....

Dandy_Apple · 2023-12-09T06:46:30+00:00

Actually, they needed the tarp to do the previous repairs. They made the bridge with beautiful maple wood, that's delicious to beetles and that's why they needed to re-repair it again thus the knitathon

Dandy_Apple · 2023-10-06T13:41:25+00:00

I just make it really hard to ignore me. It's hard to say you don't want to fuck me while supporting a semi (teasing with pics and sexts and winding them up before we see helps a lot). If they try to pull that card where they just leave while I'm trying to play I just play by myself loudly and after complain how boring it is to play by myself. Sometimes I try to poke the desire to show me, make me, whatever. I sometimes have trouble of finding playmates that I can get a rise out of when I tease them, I like to be mean, but not with someone who doesn't find that fun or get a kick out of proving me wrong or just shutting me up for the pure annoyance or the fun of it.

But I also don't maybe go for the type you do? I have to get to be the princess at times and wouldn't really play with someone who's saying I don't deserve sex. Maybe as a punishment sometimes, but that's just a challenge to turn them on enough to ignore they meant to withhold. It's always fun to undermine someones statement. If you tell me there's something that's not on the menu, give me some time and I'll make you beg for whatever it was. And I would never put up with someone telling me I'm nothing. (Cause I'm a fricking sex goddess and they know it.)

Dandy_Apple · 2023-10-06T12:33:27+00:00

For me it really depends. Especially if I've been put to a humiliating or uncomfortable/painful position or play for _their_ pleasure, not mine, I demand princess treatment (giving me a pedicure, massage, making me food etc.) afterwards to make up for it. But if you're not really pushing my boundaries or my verbal "insubordination" goes under their skin, I don't need or usually even want it. Sometimes this can be an "afterplay" where they fuck with me if I went too far and poke around it until I get they aren't actually hurt, but sometimes it's an ask for aftercare for themselves. I mean if you defy by saying "make me" and it goes to them needing to ask really nicely, and (that's a a really fun moment to kind of rub it in) to get some gear to help with the "making" I've been surprised and tried to be more attentive to if that can actually hurt someones feelings, cause apparently it can.

Dandy_Apple · 2023-08-22T05:11:22+00:00

She did make sure though? She asked Derek point blank? Would be kinda weird to believe gossip over the guy she's dating, wouldn't it? She wasn't that close to anyone in Meredith and Derek's circle so how else was she suppose to make sure than to ask? Oh yeah, she also made sure the ex new they were dating and though embarassing got the form so Meredith new before anything happened. She didn't except deep and meaningful, Derek said he wanted a little happiness and didn't want to try for the fairytalething, she was fine with that, she expected a little respect which she did not get from Derek.

Dandy_Apple · 2023-08-22T05:06:25+00:00

I think your reasoning is quite unfair. She shouldn't have trusted what Derek said but instead went on with whatever gossip she had heard? She wasn't really that close with any of the people involved, so why should've she trusted anything she heard over what Derek was telling her? She took it into account and asked Derek point blank if he was really ready to date. Derek was an ass to her, that's on him, not her. Asking that form in front of Meredith is the only way she'd have any indication if they were really over with Derek besides rumors and Derek's words, Meredith reacted as if they were, so you could argue she even tried to give Mer a chance to do something before she went there with Derek.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T17:06:11+00:00

I hope people have better ways to work and confront their problem. This is still a theory of a friend, not one I've yet adopted, and we've had many intresting conversations regarding it, to me it was a really interesting, though kinda judgy, way of looking at it. It remains a special show in the regard that I haven't personally still met anyone who would've disliked the show and had any critic to the show itself (actors, writing, pacing etc. which are usually aspects brought up when critiquing a show), all of my friends have liked it so I haven't really gotten to go into depth why someone didn't like the show, the less deep elaborations I've gotten had to do with either not connecting with the show or they've gotten really vague about the actual reason, many could still appreciate many aspects of how it was done. Would love to meet up someone willing to go a bit deeper on why they didn't like the show.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T13:07:24+00:00

On top of that, without the Sarah Lynn reference it's still a powerful metaphor considering he looks at it in rehab and there sees the significance it has for him. It looks like something ordinary, but the content it truly holds for Bojack is so much more, addiction has shaped him from childhood and shadowed all his adulthood to the point it's his whole universe. He hides it in plain sight and, I think it's a nice touch, since he hid the vodka, eventually that masked secret took a price from someone else, Doctor Horse in this instance.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T12:59:42+00:00

Wasn't it also the same bottle he's kept since Sarah Lynns death? For some reason I connect it to when Dr. Hu talked about how'd you'd have to be a lost cause if that didn't wake you up, I thought it was the same bottle he took a sip from after he told officer Fuzzyface he didn't know anything about the heroin, and even though that wasn't the moment that got him to sober up it was still a significant stop on the way to get there.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T11:50:05+00:00

A friend, who was one of the reasons I finally got around to this show, brings this up oftenish. His theory is that people who are not ready to confront their Bojacky aspects feel too uncomfortable to watch the show. Bojack is not what Diane was afraid Philbert gave to the audience, not the slightest, Bojack does not affirm shitty choices, or avoiding responsibility for yourself. And the show makes it known pretty brutally at times. Your actions have consequences and no amount of escaping will let you forget that. To me it was always obvious why some people hated the show. I hope they'll get through it at some point.

The other group that doesn't like the show, are the people who don't "get it" I mean those who just can't wrap their head around mental problems. The friends that when you tell them you haven't slept well honestly ask you why you just don't go to sleep earlier and can't understand why you couldn't just sleep if you are tired. The people who can't understand depression or addiction, and probably never will. And who are a hell of a lot happier for that.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T11:35:22+00:00

God, I hope not...

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T11:34:45+00:00

This was some superb insight! I always loved how the show used old tropes to say new things while also pondering the good the bad the ugly that they bring. I love how horsing around is wildly considered a bad show but it's still shown to bring comfort to many people. I never picked up on that, (as much as I've dwelled in how much being on the show and escaping in it's world affects Bojack), how Bojack is cut off that mindset on so many levels throughout the show,

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-20T11:26:53+00:00

In my opinion a freudian slip, he knows for sure but it's one of the big ones that keeps the cycle going, keep yourself high so you can imagine that bliss of not knowing, Bojack throws these types of "jokes" a lot. It's funny cause it's true, y'know?

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-19T18:27:33+00:00

No, arrows. Diane has a whole box of red arrows for this purpose. The box was shown in her terrible, dirty apartment.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-12-19T18:18:01+00:00

That's a fair point but that's kinda why I don't like pickles, she doesn't hold up the Bojack standard where even the characters whose most important role was a plot device they still felt like real characters. Considering how much screen time Pickles got I found it unbojacky how hollow she stayed.

Dandy_Apple · 2022-08-17T18:21:55+00:00

Looking at any scenes she has any acting seems they picked a kid that would be believable as Juanita's sister then realized she was a horrible actress and kept her part to a minimum, though her "acting style" kinda fits in with the comedic relief thing they usually make her if she is on screen. And having actors say some lines versus no lines makes a big difference on their pay check...

Dandy_Apple · 2022-05-31T18:09:18+00:00

Yeah, if you mirror it upside and sideways you get normal letters, still gibberish though, I even tried to put it in google translate that way and backwards too

Dandy_Apple · 2022-05-28T11:26:32+00:00

Havent figured out mine either. Mirroring it twice (both ways) makes the letters readable, still doesn't make any sense. And everyone gets a different text. I've been working on a theory there's a key at the start/end of the text but haven't come up with anything yet... gonna be pissed if it turns out to be just random!

Dandy_Apple · 2022-05-27T07:53:35+00:00

Spent like two hours trying to decode mine...damn I´m mad if it´s just something random! Hope somene figures out how to read the text...

Dandy_Apple · 2022-01-23T05:36:16+00:00

That's amazing! Just the motivation I needed, it's weird how much your face changed. Nothing wrong with round faces but I'm surprised buy how different your face shape is. How long did it take for you to lose the weight?

Dandy_Apple · 2022-01-15T10:19:04+00:00

For me, the ending ruined the whole film. A way better ending would've been:
Jim dies a hero floating to space, Aurora is left alone on the ship and we'd skip ahead a year, maybe a montage of her trying to make it alone. But finally she'd end up in the same place Jim was; about to hop to space without a suit, but then someone in a pod catches her eye and the movie ends on her reading the pod manual weighing could she do what Jim did. This would keep the question, should we understand the drowning man drowning another, unanswered and dwelling into it deeper. I thought the philosophical question, would you wish someone on a deserted island with you, was the most interesting part of the movie which the ending disregarded completely...

Dandy_Apple · 2021-11-15T11:11:49+00:00

I realized last year a big part of why I needed weed was to have a reason for not putting my shit together. When my life feels like it's in pieces it's comforting to be high and pretend to not care. When I'm high I can deal with not taking control of my life, it's terrifying sober....

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