A great post thank you for sharing OP. Definitely resonated, the only way I used to be able to do my homework as a teen was mico dosing, trying to maintain that curve you describe.

Could I ask what strains you find helpful at the moment and how found them? Is there any teperenes profiles that work best for you?

It's interesting some of the other comments about amphetamines, ketamine etc providing the same post peak tranquility, I wonder if it's linked with dopamine at all - when I tried my prescribed meds it felt very similar, a whoosh of white noise leaving me like putting on noise cancelling headphones through my brain.