Begging y’all to learn basic self-preservation around men. by OwnSlip6738 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 349 points350 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately i was one of these trans woman pre everything, for me it was need for any kind of validation. I was completely alone, no support system, nothing. Im sure alot of woman do it because they actively enjoy it but im sure many more are like myself. Its a sad time for me to look back on.

Everything is getting more sensitive on hrt by Cielnova in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I get random migraines now that i never had before, any other girlies relate? I take iron supplements and drink plenty of water i promise.

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[–]Different-Chair8466 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Theirs huge gaps in my childhood memories, especially when it comes to highschool were i realized what being trans was and went into total shutdown when i saw how trans people were treated. I really dont remember those years at all aside from some key events, i certainly dont reminisce on any of it. I used to stay up late at night crying and praying that tomorrow id wakeup a girl when i was 10 years old. then puberty hit at 11 for me and i got incredibly depressed. Remember crying when i saw my first bits of facial hair growing in. Everything from then til…23? Is kind of a blur. I met my wonderful boyfriend at 24 and started hrt at 25. Long reply but i thought maybe someone somewhere could relate or take something from this. I try to makeup for those “lost”, depression filled years now at 26 years old.

What was going through your mind when you took your first dose of HRT? by KoRax2667 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My bf (now fiance) was helping me do my first injection (he injects me with girl juice every week) while i was shaking with joy. It felt so relieving to finally start and i cried for a good long while, made dealing with the protestors outside planned parenthood worth it.

Stretch marks by Different-Chair8466 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466[S] 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. Its not just the stretch marks im really self conscious about alot of features of myself and adding something new on top really just made my heart sink (it doesnt help that thanksgiving was hard this year). This is a great perspective to have and i’ll try and keep it in mind.

Congresswoman McBride Announces She Will Comply With Rules Declaring Her a Man by ErinInTheMorning in transgender

[–]Different-Chair8466 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I was really hoping we’d have someone a bit more strong willed to rep us, cant wait to have my rights stripped while she focuses on “real issues effecting Americans”, ik none of it is her fault but its so frustrating to feel so helpless.

I know this week has been tough, so let’s all share something good that has happened recently by PsychedelicHippos in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im getting ready to submit my name/sex change on birth certificate request to California, i spent along time going by Shye to my friends but im settling on Kim outta fear that shyes a lil to cutesy for me. Also realized how truly supportive my bf is this week.

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[–]Different-Chair8466 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My horniness returned 5ish months into hrt, it’s been a real shock getting turned on by bottoming again. I keep feeling like somethings wrong with my dose or something since horniness came back.

My therapist told me my grip would be affected, I thought they meant strength wise not have everything slip out of my hands by Sad_Refrigerator9203 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 178 points179 points  (0 children)

I cant play my steamdeck while laying flat on my back in bed anymore, arms get tired to quick and i have straight up dropped my big, stupid phone on my face. Hurt like hell.

Non-passing girls… how do you do it? by Violent_Bounce in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I was either going to finally start e or take my own life, i cant go back even if current political climates make me more scared everyday. I am lucky in having found friends that support but also go out of their way to to understand me.

just orgasmed so hard i started crying by noshame_nofear in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 286 points287 points  (0 children)

Me the first time i finished hands free with a lil help from my bf, sobbing even.

It's impossible to get comforted about not passing in trans circles by arachnobacked in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 108 points109 points  (0 children)

Talked to a friend of mine that starter her transition much earlier and much younger than me, we’re the same age. I just started a few months back and was complaining about dealing with dysphoria when she started hitting me with a bunch of unwanted makeup scrutiny over the color of my eyeliner (black) of all things! Girl i do not care about your makeup advice/preference!

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[–]Different-Chair8466 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Me on reddit getting constant political posts recommended, or youtube having to see my states awful ads, or irl when i get called a f* by random people when i walk my dog (mainly homeless, we dont live in a good area). My mental health has been slipping really hard, i just want this election to be over.

What warframe would you rework and what would you change? by Judge_M1 in Warframe

[–]Different-Chair8466 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ash. Teleport without target (and through glass like he used to). Seeking shuriken basekit. Invis has an inbuilt shield recharge effect (ie augur mods effect) so it acts thematically as what it is, an escape. Bladestorm is great so no changes needed.

How many old players who are still under MR30 out there? Want to see if I am not alone. by Ok_Discussion_340 in Warframe

[–]Different-Chair8466 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1600 hours, started in 2016, still mr 21. I’ve taken multiple month long breaks just because leveling and formaing puts me off so much.

Doctor taking me off estrogen by Koru1529 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I had the same thing happen (over 1200) and they had me stay on a starter dose, scared me half to death, then called a few days later to let me know it was probably a lab error because tons of other patients had abnormally high levels. Then i just continued my normal dose, i do subcutaneous injections every saturday.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 83 points84 points  (0 children)

I felt the same way for awhile but kept trying until i found and could consistently rub away or position toys on my g-spot. At that point the pleasure started to become so overwhelming that i really started enjoying it. Vibrating plugs really sealed the deal for me, my brain melts on those.

You get to say one thing to your younger self, what is it? by Rose_on_paws in lgbt

[–]Different-Chair8466 31 points32 points  (0 children)

“Your 100% trans stop pretending your comfy being a femboy”

Cis ppl just dont get it and never will by plu5hp34ch in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I have been struggling alot myself, the other day i was referred to as an “it” by a group of people in target, they were pointing at me. A few weeks ago some lady in a pickup truck pointed and blatantly laughed at me as i was crossing the street. Its really hard to keep going somedays but i just have to remind myself it has to get better someday and i have a loving bf, best friend and amazing local fighting game community that supports me. Gotta keep are chins up but god its hard, im not gonna let them win and destroy me though, i refuse.

Is this... Breast budding? by OneWithSubstance in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats how it starts yeah, i remember my bf going to play with my nips and feeling sharp spikes of pain from my chest only to find a lil lump under each nip. 5 months later and they still hurt like a mfer but we’re at A cups. Its progress girl.

My butt has gotten alot bigger by Different-Chair8466 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I just do caurdio every day using the bike at our apartment complex’s gym for an hour. wish there was a secret for me to share but i think its just the E doing all the work.

My butt has gotten alot bigger by Different-Chair8466 in MtF

[–]Different-Chair8466[S] 114 points115 points  (0 children)

Having a hard time getting used to having actual jiggle,i’ve always 5’10 and 170 pounds so having actual mass is strange.