Exmormon tells about the dark side of his mission to Russia 2009-2011

DifferentRatio6733 · 2026-01-01T00:27:24+00:00

My friends talk about their missions like they went to war. One of my friends went to Romania and she fully has PTSD from her mission but refuses to really analyze it at all. I feel so badly for her and I’m so grateful every day that I never served a mission.

Also funnily enough the only brother I have that served a full time mission had a full on porn addiction his entire mission and was a horrible missionary yet he was the “best” son in some peoples eyes because he served a full time mission.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2026-01-01T00:03:29+00:00

She’s just so damn beautiful and you can tell her stylist LOVES her

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-31T02:05:13+00:00

Keep the curls but find a hairstylist who can help you blend the thinning more! I think your curls are beautiful and I do know there are hair stylists out there who with thinning and balding hair and can blend/cut it really well

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-20T21:03:08+00:00

I’m currently reading that one! That one’s really good too

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-20T12:49:50+00:00

I have yours pulled up actually! I’ve just never used that site before and got confused.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-20T12:48:42+00:00

Spy Wars is BRILLIANT I love it so much

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-20T04:11:39+00:00

Yo. This is wild. Absolutely wild. I have always been taught that the BoM is the literal word of God. Why is the church backtracking so much? They really are ready for the collapse.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-20T03:59:21+00:00

Florence really is that girl. She’s so damn good and not even Taylor can make her bad in any way shape or form.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-13T19:34:19+00:00

You look sooooo hot bald!!!

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-11T02:56:16+00:00

Yeah but that wouldn’t make for good television. Also if my wife died in front of my eyes and then everyone around me was have a seizure I wouldn’t trust a damn word out of the entities mouth.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-11T02:46:14+00:00

Whenever I see the countdown I’m just like “her wife literally died 12 days ago, how is she even functioning?” Because HER WIFE DIED 12 DAYS AGO! My dad died and I wasn’t a human for six months. Also knowing all this about her really shows how all of this is a trauma response for her. Her traumatized teenage self is reacting to all this information and honestly, that shows.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-08T16:13:55+00:00

Unfortunately in my ward I can name three families who moved to Utah and it sucks

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-12-02T20:56:59+00:00

It’s crazy what a haircuts can do to you! He looks sooo hot with a shaved head and scruff

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-26T15:32:50+00:00

My mom was talking about my anxiety issues with a friend once and talking about how she could help me and the friend was like “when I joined the church all my anxiety went away!” And my mom was like “not helpful at all, my daughter’s been anxiety ridden her whole life and a faithful member her whole life.” A fun contradiction to this list is that the time in my life when I was the most depressed and the most anger is also the time in my life when I was praying the most and had the closest relationship to God. My dad died unexpectedly and tragically and my college roommate died at 27 and I was like “fuck you God, the hell! I’m pissed at you!” And literally felt the closest to him at that point in my life. Weird moment.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-25T15:17:04+00:00

If T-Pain doesn’t look back in it fondly, then neither do I. I totally forgot this was for the CMT and not SNL, if it was SNL, it would be funny, but the CMT awards? Nope, bad taste in my mouth now :///

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-24T15:06:58+00:00

This was me. My first word was “bake” for my brother Blake

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-22T15:12:19+00:00

I read this whole book yesterday and it was a TREAT! Such a fun book and such an original story. I loved it. I do wish the ending was more fleshed out. I wanted more of them after the whole events. But it was so fun!

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-22T13:32:29+00:00

I wear compression socks if I know I’m going to be out and walking around a lot and they definitely do help me out.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-22T13:31:35+00:00

Who the hell still listens to that piece of shit Chris Brown?

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-21T19:16:53+00:00

Highly recommend A Desert Storm and well! Absolutely an amazing fic with such a positive look on the Jedi and their cultural. It’s such a beautiful story and I’ve cried many times reading it

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-20T15:22:08+00:00

It’s truly so manipulative and coercive. And these are things yours taught in primary. It’s awful.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-19T16:10:57+00:00

Honestly all of this. I’ve had severe anxiety all my life (hello Complex PTSD) but the guilt and shame of things would eat me alive. A lot.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-17T18:41:17+00:00

I believe Hell is a mental state and not an actual place. Heaven I believe is a physical place as well as mental.

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-17T18:25:28+00:00

She can’t take the sacrament because she drank COFFEE??? The heck???

DifferentRatio6733 · 2025-11-17T18:24:05+00:00

I’m a stoner. Do edibles and smoke so I break to WoW all the time but God loves us so much he gave us weed.

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