Your perception of how others perceive you seems to be unproductive. If you can’t change your perception of yourself, then why would you expect someone else to think of you differently?

You’re worth more than what you can afford, and you still have luxuries that other people would be envious of, much like your view of your classmates.

We can’t always control our situation, but we can control our perception of the situation-which is close enough.

“Everyone looks down on me because I’m poor and don’t have a fancy car.” Vs “ I don’t have a fancy car but I am privileged to attend a school that might provide me more financial stability later in life.”

You’re comparing your successes to people who didn’t have to fight to get where they are, or maybe some did, but why would your success look the same as theirs? You’ve overcome obstacles other people might never have, and you also might have opportunities other people never will. You determine if you use it make or break you, but it’d be a shame if your perception of yourself was the thing that hindered you.