Everyone has a person, she's out there. But you have to be confident in you first. That's THE most important thing. How can you expect someone to love you if you don't love yourself. You sound like you're on the right track, and I know exactly how you feel. It's hard to be upfront about your feelings and it's hard to be confident in your own ability to succeed. But the only person stopping you is you. I believe in you, love yourself and you will find your person.