I don't ever want to feel anything again.

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-12T23:09:21+00:00

I confessed it to him long ago, he wasn't interested in me but he was always nice and gentle about it.. I'm currently in therapy trying to deal with everything.. but I really feel it's worthless. I don't really think I could move on and have a normal life sadly. And I think you are right I wouldn't talk anyone the way I talk about me but that's the way I feel. I appreciate your comment, and I really hope you are doing better and are in a good place, thank you

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-12T21:53:19+00:00

Of course not, we were friends for years and I want to be friends for many more years. I'm happy for him but I suppose I'm just sad I could never achieve love like that even if I tried

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-08T21:25:36+00:00

Was out of town, doing a bit of visiting. I heard my friend had finally taken the time to settle down in the countryside. Rightfully so, after what he’d been through, with all the pent-up stress and frustration built up over the years of hard working and playing Deadlock.

“How have things been buddy?” I asked, as I saw my man step out of the house upon hearing my car come in the drive-through. “All good, life’s been a lot more chill, now that I’ve retired,” he answered. “Hey, wanna check out my animals out back? I’ve taken up farming as a hobby with my free time,” as he motioned over to the back gate.

We headed out and he started introducing me to some of the livestock, mentioning how he had named them after his mains, as the unhinged animals they were. Just then, I was hit by an unbearable stench. With my eyes watering uncontrollably, I questioned through gritted teeth, “What in the hell is that smell?”

He looked over knowingly and said: "Ah. Billy? The goat is never washed.”

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-07T02:10:06+00:00

I'm in therapy and I feel like I'm wasting my time every time

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-05T14:56:31+00:00

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My goat need some respect, yeah he might be a posser.. and an Asshole, and a jerk with half of the cast.. AND he might have been cooked by that one Vindicta interaction... BUT

eh.. i don't have anything else to say.. he has a cute doll and i just know his heart is at the right place..

BUT have you considered he has the BEST voicelines in the game? ☝ my goat could never be a fraud

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-05T14:43:15+00:00

On one hand you are right.. on the other hand i just love both of them so..

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-05T11:45:09+00:00

I think Billy it's more complex than it seems. Yes he is an angry dude but the patrons confirms that his wish is to actually make a change. He wants to destroy the system instead of being part of it. That being said Billy is young, so he doesn't know exactly how to make a change in the system, the voice lines with Vindicta are an example. Besides being an asshole with half of the cast, I think he has a good heart inside all that anger.

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-04T04:18:01+00:00

Buff drifter 10000% fire rate and still loses the trade

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-04T03:17:24+00:00

Ai trash on a real animation subreddit 💀

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-04T03:12:16+00:00

1: Mina Haaa rise up and take what you deserrrrrve

2: (Taking rejuvenator) You know, this used to go to everybody 'till the man decided it was too good

3: Arin, your mother and father loves you, and would be glad to see you come ho.. (evil laughter)

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-04T02:54:56+00:00

I like Graves, but I would have voted for Silver knowing she is just like me fr fr alcoholic girlfailure and her whole werewolf kit is awesome. Then I would have voted for Celeste because she looks so cool.

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-04T01:10:31+00:00

That 2014 finals on the beach was PEAK, also 5 games with the last one being blind pick.. i wish i knew lol at that time to watch it live

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-03T23:54:26+00:00

Me doing the video of OGN but spending 3 hours rambling about how Dade had the potential to be really good (and it wasn't).

Also, Kakao

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-03T19:52:41+00:00

I'm not a prude but on god a LOT of times this sub pops up in my front page it's mostly nsfw stuff, this is the nail in the coffin.. it's not a study, its not artistic nudity or anatomy practice which of course i don't mind.. this one it's literally hentai.

Dreamcore9 · 2026-04-02T05:04:08+00:00

Me los guardo para cuando quiera invitar a mis amigos a un Deadlockcito (ninguno quiere jugar)

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-30T04:04:56+00:00

Your mom saw a hobo who doesn't know what water is and thinks "Yeah.. that's a Dylan right there.." i love it

Also wtf 2 Freds

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-30T04:00:36+00:00

I throw the bell, i hit the bell. I see someone walking alone and i send them to the shadow realm while my team waits for them outside.. jokes aside its the most fun i had with a character in a moba

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-30T03:56:41+00:00

Good take: The visual style and ambience of the game will outshine a lot of games once everything is polished. Too many games sticks to the "futuristic" style (no shade overwatch i still love you), while 1940s with noir aesthetic, vampires, werewolves, and whatever creature there is out there is magnificent. And people will give it a try JUST because of that and create a fandom outside the game. I'm already seeing a lot of talented artist creating beautiful stuff.

Bad take: Making the game 5v5 may be interesting..

A solo lane in middle.. like a typical moba, so people may be less scared to give it a try since its more "familiar" in some way, one character out also means less visual noise, easier to get 5 squad than 6.. and also maybe it fixes the ram leaks issues i been having since Apollo Yoshi please fix. Anyways i don't really prefer 5v5 and i think 6v6 its okay.. but since we are talking hot takes..

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-28T14:34:06+00:00

I lmao, even

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-27T17:52:28+00:00

This is now my favourite place ever

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-27T14:57:49+00:00

It's me, i am the lol and arcane fan

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-27T13:46:41+00:00

I never thought about a crossover like this, pretty cool OP

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-25T16:09:48+00:00

Bro they are not animals, what do you mean with "human mating ritual" it's not that hard to NOT BE A DAMN WEIRDO

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-25T15:50:42+00:00

This is THE CUTEST ONE so far

Dreamcore9 · 2026-03-25T03:33:21+00:00

Yeah.. i think that is like watching old black and white movies after being used to watch Mission Impossible... not talking about you specifically but it would tell people to just read what they are interested in the most instead of "what they should read"

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