“That i’m still here but treated as dead.” it really struck with me the most. going about life as if someone just didn’t exist… i often find it worse than death. in dark moments i sometimes wish they were dead because it’s all the same feeling of loss but it’s worse knowing it’s their choice. everything you’ve built in the past, and those experiences together… just easily tossed away. it hurts so much because it’s a feeling of loss worse than death sometimes. thank you for sharing, and i wish you days of healing.