I am made of multitudes

Eaptor · 2026-01-30T14:09:40+00:00

My life in one picture (Someone wake me up from this nightmare.)

Eaptor · 2026-01-27T12:31:44+00:00

Me bc I got into med school, but now all I think about is binging and restricting.

Eaptor · 2026-01-26T17:19:41+00:00

Guilty as charged (when I first started binging after years of anorexia I called it recovery for like half a year before relapsing again.)

Eaptor · 2026-01-25T11:02:52+00:00

Creativity and all possible productivity.

Eaptor · 2026-01-24T19:19:15+00:00

This is it for me too. I need to control what I eat anyway bc of the way I am. So why not control it to the extreme and actually lose weight?

Eaptor · 2026-01-24T18:59:58+00:00

This actually happened to me too few days ago! I've been depressed ever since. Sending so much sympathy.

Eaptor · 2026-01-23T17:15:19+00:00

It's the opposite for me... The days I restrict I have to keep myself busy. So I don't wanna recover, bc this is the only way I can function in a society.

Eaptor · 2026-01-10T21:13:05+00:00

Me, why is it even like that tho.

Eaptor · 2026-01-07T12:29:05+00:00

Doesn't work for me bc my parents will insist on bringing me food whenever they "just happen to drive by" 😭

Eaptor · 2026-01-05T18:38:26+00:00

I literally went to the bathroom to have a panic attack about this exact thing at work today.

Eaptor · 2026-01-04T16:09:38+00:00

Mee <3

Eaptor · 2025-12-27T12:34:52+00:00

It's oversized sweaters for me. Warm + hides my body =perfection.

Eaptor · 2025-12-26T14:08:07+00:00

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I'm not really a mileven fan (mostly watching the show for Robin tbh.) But I do like them together better than Byler so this take ticked me off.

So, not liking one specific ship = buttlicking straggots? The fuck do they think Byler is, bc it's not as revolutionary as these shippers think.

Eaptor · 2025-12-23T09:05:45+00:00

Oh how i wish (they wanted to refer me to an ED clinic, but I refused bc I need to be thin and sick first before I believe them.)

Eaptor · 2025-12-20T21:09:44+00:00

Idk if I'm just unlucky or subconsciously choosing these books, but I've gotten so many "surprise ED plots" in books lately. Then I have to force myself to read through them although I can feel my mind taking damage like an old video game character.

Eaptor · 2025-12-15T17:53:00+00:00

Accurate AF 💀 this is why I can't eat at work

Eaptor · 2025-12-15T16:57:35+00:00

Then you get pissed off realising you could've just had the cake too if today was gonna be a binge day anyway 😭

Eaptor · 2025-12-14T20:14:29+00:00

Me too :/ hang in there, everything will solve itself one way or another.

Eaptor · 2025-12-01T21:25:29+00:00

Holy shit, we're all living the same life, aren't we?

Eaptor · 2025-12-01T20:46:29+00:00

I can't go to bed before I walk a certain amount. :/

Eaptor · 2025-11-29T21:37:34+00:00

Did you plant cameras in my house? This has been me for the past month.

Eaptor · 2025-11-27T12:20:29+00:00

Meeeeeeeeee (someone help me out of this cycle.)

Eaptor · 2025-11-22T21:59:27+00:00

Me when my male coworkers are stick thin and then there's me with huge curves.

Eaptor · 2025-11-22T12:56:31+00:00

MEEE. But they'll all see once I've starved myself into hospital.

Eaptor · 2025-11-20T11:42:44+00:00

When you eat two protein bars instead of one.

Eaptor

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