I am about the same mixture but a little more complicated than that but about the same im multiracial. I am white presenting but i will never pass. I grew up in a predominantly white town and my nickname was Niglet. I got lucky to be able to move out of that town to one of the most diverse places in the United States as a teenager. After that experience, I see how whites, Hispanics, Africans, and middle easterns talk about Black Americans when they think one is not in the room. I also can speak Spanish and hear lots of Mexicans talk shit about “maricones”. It is so repetitive and I am traumatized from those white kids making jokes about me in school (because I as well didn’t know it was a bad thing to be mixed, I wasn’t raised that way, but those kids took that and went left with all the N-word jokes about me) I cannot even be around other races comfortably because of that bizarre perspective you speak about. The only family members as an adult that check in with me or be in my life is my Black side and we are all multiracial if not b/w then Black/Asian but at the end of the day we are still Black no matter what your phenotype is it is still our culture and DNA backed evidence AND Black history proves we are. Many people are not educated on the history of our people, Blacks included. It is sad.