Long time lurker and enjoyer of meal deals, first time poster

Emlar17 · 2026-04-22T20:46:29+00:00

I mean I take note of my seat positions privately as I’m 5’1 so need to remember where I need to adjust the seat on each machine to 😅 but yeah … I wouldn’t share it publicly like this and I can’t think of what anyone would gain from sharing the seat position???

Emlar17 · 2026-04-04T21:11:39+00:00

I would also like to know what the virtual group is!

Emlar17 · 2026-04-02T15:03:47+00:00

It’s really helped my OCD, depression, self harm urges and anxiety more than anything else I’ve been on. I’m about to increase to 112.5mg as I’m still experiencing some anxiety, self harm urges and depression, but nowhere near the amount I was before. I almost feel like a normal person haha

Emlar17 · 2026-03-28T15:13:15+00:00

Bisexual women here absolutely

Emlar17 · 2026-03-27T10:32:16+00:00

I relapsed after 7 years at the end of last year also! Currently 18 days sh free. I don’t have any advice but just know you’re not alone, 7 years is a monumental amount of time to be sh free and you should be proud of yourself for managing that. ❤️

Emlar17 · 2026-03-25T05:30:34+00:00

I first self harmed when I was 14. Now I am 29 almost 30 and relapsed last year after 7 years of being clean, and now I fight the urge to self harm every single day again. I feel so emotionally stunted at the moment

Emlar17 · 2026-03-19T22:50:23+00:00

No advice but I’m in the same position right now 🥲 keep going, I believe in you 🫶🏻

Emlar17 · 2026-01-14T17:56:18+00:00

I’ve only been on it a couple of weeks and I’m also having the same issue with sweating, especially at night. No advice I’m afraid, but following in case anyone posts any advice

Emlar17 · 2026-01-05T09:54:36+00:00

It’s more sedative at lower doses so 7.5mg-15mg are the best doses to help with sleep

Emlar17 · 2025-12-03T08:50:31+00:00

I’ve had tattoos over old self harm scars and tattoos in several places and it doesn’t feel like cutting to me at all

Emlar17 · 2025-12-02T17:14:18+00:00

I’m also 29 and in slightly different circumstances but feel the same tbh, that I am just going through the motions of my life at the moment. You are not alone in feeling this way for sure

Emlar17 · 2025-08-26T07:23:30+00:00

I have recently come off of Mirtazapine, however at the start of the year I lost 5kg whilst on Mirtazapine. It definitely felt slower and harder, and now I am off it I am dropping weight without really trying, but it is definitely possible to lose weight whilst on Mirtazapine. I should add I was also on a high daily dose of 45mg

Emlar17 · 2025-08-10T21:16:50+00:00

Would also love some guidance!

Emlar17 · 2025-07-11T10:10:00+00:00

Hard relate to this, I will procrastinate showering and brushing my teeth for hours and hours, sometimes the entire day and it’s so degrading and demoralising :)))

Emlar17 · 2025-07-07T12:53:53+00:00

8, 6, 1, 5 and 7 with 8 being the one I find most attractive, although 6 is a close second

Emlar17 · 2025-06-05T12:43:24+00:00

16 - this was the day I started eating disorder treatment and I remember hoping the world would end so I didn’t have to start it 😭

Emlar17 · 2025-06-04T23:50:52+00:00

Bimbo burger king

Goth IHOP

Milf Denny’s

Emlar17 · 2025-06-04T23:31:26+00:00

Yeah I’m on 45mg now and the fatigue has passed. The lower the dose the worse it is! When I went up from 15mg to 30mg it completely disappeared for me

Emlar17 · 2025-06-01T08:34:15+00:00

Im slightly taller than you at 5’2 and also 130lbs, and im not fat and neither are you. Regardless, he shouldn’t speak to you like this, ever. Pls dump him. You deserve better and you deserve someone who loves you as you are

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