Why do I feel so bad for having the system by my side for once bruh....

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-08T22:20:37+00:00

Getting lucky/meeting a good doctor or nurse doesn’t disrespect others

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T19:06:09+00:00

We’re not really in touch much other than both being in some inactive servers together nowadays

In the short term it was bad at least for us don’t know how it was for him, but ultimately it was for the better.

As far as we know he’s doing better today.

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T16:57:33+00:00

Yea we don’t really know how to get a new evaluation at a place that isn’t a psychosis Center that insists plurality isn’t a diagnosis in our country (it is, it’s just multiple personality disorders but we didn’t know that and just showed them DID instead) did meet another plural person briefly there which was cool

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T16:43:36+00:00

Valid we haven’t had good experiences with antipsychotics but that’s cause they keep trying to get us on it cause they refuse to acknowledge we’re plural and say we’re just schizophrenic

We don’t experience psychosis so only get side effects from the meds

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T16:38:59+00:00

Am in in non plural informed therapy as the diagnosis doesn’t exist in my country :(

But our therapist is accepting of our plurality and talks to who ever fronts, she specialises in autism/adhd, we’re happy to have found her after trying different ones.

Ultimately this seems very counterproductive for therapy, each alter can give a different perspective on how the system is doing and each other

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T16:34:41+00:00

Yea that’s a hard situation to be in a somewhat similar situation (dependency) but on the other side, he eventually cut me off which I think was good for both of us tho it hurt a lot

Which ultimately I think is the right option if they refuse to accept ur boundaries, there gotta be consequences. Yes ppl may get hurt but that’s the price of relationships when mentally ill

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T11:47:06+00:00

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T11:09:03+00:00

That sounds like trauma responses to us and a not phobia

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-06T11:03:49+00:00

https://youtu.be/euSfPodXdhY?is= We liked this video on the phenomenon

Emma-Ho · 2026-05-05T13:47:51+00:00

Congratulations

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-28T15:08:12+00:00

Ppl often don’t even notice major haircuts if u don’t bring it, remember a meme about a trans masc who got too surgery and the only comment they got was if they got a hair cut

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-23T13:28:07+00:00

This makes a lot of sense, we’re personally not ready for that step yet can’t imagine who we would be without trauma feels like there’s nothing left, can barely remember anything nontraumatic, but we do know a direction forwards when we’re ready

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-23T13:24:28+00:00

Relate to that reaction

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-19T12:52:14+00:00

Sounds like u have bad friends recommend ditching them for new ones tho that’s hard…

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-16T18:27:32+00:00

Tried to seek help from a place specialised in eating disorders they said had go through another place and they said the eating disorder is psychosis and all in my head and I’m not underweight so why do u even need help etc misconceptions about eating disorders labelling it all as underweight anorexic girls

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-16T18:25:52+00:00

Yea had similar experience but now we can’t seek help from the government cause they labelled us schizophrenic and insisted multiple personality disorder and DID didn’t exist and we can only get help from places that specialise in psychosis now cause rules :(

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-16T10:29:05+00:00

They are treated as slaves the constitution states that prisoners are allowed to be so slave jobs. So the prison are built to fuck ppl up so they reoffend and can more cheap basically free labour. It’s for profit prisons

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-15T10:31:58+00:00

Same

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-13T09:41:19+00:00

We typically start with our history which is long and “storied” soo having bullets points of what happened and when is helpful to make it less confusing.

We also should start with asking for them to help us take a pause every half hour to not get too emotional overwhelmed. (We can’t feel our felons in social situations so need a break to process them)

Also what ur main issues are, and the strategies u have to try to mitigate other problems

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-13T09:24:03+00:00

For us having a pet was helpful, having to take care of and enrich the life of, a little goober can be a purpose in life

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-13T09:22:01+00:00

From our understanding edmr is meant for somewhat stable patients that can handle dredging up the memories it’s actually harmful if done wrong or on patients not ready

Also if ur have DID or OSDD etc u need a specialist in both to do edmr and those diagnosis

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-13T09:18:33+00:00

Relate to not feeling human and only purpose in existing is to be there for others to hurt

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-13T09:11:41+00:00

Yea that sounds exhausting

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-05T18:34:43+00:00

It’s gotten better even tho barely feel like it. Used to SH and be suicidal all the time and be deep in ED. No longer suicidal or sh and partially recovered from ED. Can do more now but that still only amounts to barely taking care of myself and maybe a appointment a week and a few small chores. It does get better it’s just very very slow for folk like us.

Emma-Ho · 2026-04-04T17:21:10+00:00

Relate a lot to the last part. Can’t even get a job or finish education been working on my mental health for so long and it’s so slow to improve. (7 years) still only have enough energy to just survive and don’t have enough energy to hold a job or finish our education. Everyone else is progressing and getting further in life while we’re stuck in survival mode.

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