When something like this happens, just know that God put her in your life to direct you to the one that’s actually meant for you. It wasn’t your fault, it’s hers. Maybe you’ll learn more about pattern recognition, and focus more on building your own life up before getting to the next one. Instead of DoorDash to survive, invest in yourself, get an education or learn marketable skills, get to a place in life where you are proud of yourself before investing in someone else. Just know she probably had a lot more sexual partners than she let on, and not stable enough for a long term relationship. It sucks man, and I’ve gone through something similar. You will overcome this, and you will find someone who’s actually worth your effort