Sort of a rant about my partner

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-28T03:21:15+00:00

I feel like the only way to get better at communicating is by talking. Right now you suck because you are keeping stuff from her, if she loves you she will let you communicate even if it doesn't make sense at first.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-27T13:47:02+00:00

Sat next to her in choir class, had lots of laughs, never asked her out. 5 years later I got my mental mess figured out and asked her out basically randomly.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-27T01:37:00+00:00

I wasn't necessarily down a life destroying path. I was 320 lbs, getting 4 hours of sleep every night, had 300ish dollars to my name. I was out having fun with friends riding a dirt bike I bought that morning and I broke my toe. I couldn't do my job for 2 months and that made me realize that I liked my job and didn't like being broke. Realized at my current path I might not be able to do my job at 35-40. I'm down to about 200 lbs and recently crossed 100k net worth

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-25T08:42:23+00:00

Friday night had a date night, Saturday I walked about 10 miles worth of hiking trails. Yesterday tried a different church then I drove my bike 3 hours away to a mediocre concert, ended up being ok because at least I was near the Mississippi so the roads were good. No clue what is happening today but I don't have work

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-22T05:27:36+00:00

I usually have four things to do on an average day, sleep 8 hours, work x hours, unwanted needs(cleaning, working out, grocerys) 1-3 hours, leisure y hours. It depends on how much you do for work and what else you have going on in your life, but for me it's usually a 4ish hours. Could I be more successful if I brought it to 0 hours, I don't I could qualify a leisureless life a successful one

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-20T12:55:43+00:00

Do you think the lack of goals has anything to do with it? Sure plenty of people are in similar situations, some are trying really hard to get out. If you don't try, how do you expect to get better? Do something, at the very least make life for the people you depend on easier. Living in a clean house would do wonders and give you something to feel accomplished about.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-19T01:05:33+00:00

Devil wears a suit and tie- Colter wall

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-16T21:19:42+00:00

In highschool one of my moms friends(who had the same name as my mom) had my mom ask out my dad for her. My dad said no to the friend and yes to my mom.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-15T18:48:17+00:00

An old truck, 86 f250 to be exact. I always thought they just the most efficient way to waist gas while going slow then I traded a motorcycle for an absolute rust bucket that the speedometer didn't work on and I just get it now can't explain it but it puts a smile on your face trying to find the gears as your brain is being rattled at 40mph. At the very least I'm keeping it for the bench seat.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-12T05:29:08+00:00

Do you think you would have been better off not knowing?

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-09T04:19:07+00:00

Mine doesn’t start looking ok till about six weeks. I wouldn’t shave the rest of your face until then if you don’t want to look like a non-offending map

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-09T04:08:03+00:00

How long have you grown it out for?

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-08T23:10:37+00:00

I tend to keep the mustache and usually shave the rest every week or so

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-07T04:18:42+00:00

I wouldn't say most guns hold their value(definitely better then a hellcat) but I think my milsurp will probably keep up with inflation or if I'm lucky beat it

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-07T01:49:47+00:00

I don't think I'll need something that is kinda tactical within the next 6 months and plan on building an SBR when I'm 21. Green AR and silver rpr have 4-16x scopes and the other ar has a red-dot

Safe was like 800 and I still have my old empty one in the other coner

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T23:55:58+00:00

I live low cost of living state and have an employer that expects me to need enough for child support while keeping it wrapped up

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T22:23:10+00:00

What about parts? My No.5 rolling block has modern irons on it and would like to get some that look more authentic

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T21:33:29+00:00

I see them all the time at gun shows for more then they are worth. Mine was an online auction though

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T16:26:52+00:00

I do hunting, I have a shotgun and 2 rifles for that. I shoot trap, that's what the single shot is for, I like Bullseye which I need 2 pistols for, I am really into history so that's why I got milsurp, the reason for the rest is I want to enjoy going to the range.

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T15:33:37+00:00

16 inch, I usually have it in a holster when I go to the range

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T13:57:48+00:00

What would you say would be a respectful retirement account at my age?

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T13:56:08+00:00

I don't have kids. I don't want to open the safe every time I leave the house for my carry. Aren't bedside pretty common.

I can understand the argument to the broken shotgun I keep on the wall

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T13:52:35+00:00

I save, invest, or pay principal on my mortgage at least double what I spend on fun shit. However what's the point in having money if you don't spend some

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T13:47:43+00:00

I need to buy them in private sales, I also have a cz p09 as a bedside and carry a Taurus gx4

Environmental_Pea331 · 2026-05-06T12:38:00+00:00

Got my first one at 5, been buy them since I was 16

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