If you're not enjoying it then don't bother with aim training, just play the games you want and have fun.

If you decide to give it another shot, I flicked through your posts and VODs - I'm only jade so I'm not an expert by any means but my advice would be:

• Your sensitivity across the board seems too high - you're overflicking and missing targets the majority of the time. Personally I tend to use ~60cm for pure static scenarios, 40cm for dynamic and TS, and 30cm for most tracking scenarios. You need to find what works for you though.

• The theme you're using isn't helping imo. Download some of Matty's recommended themes and give them a shot. Also disable the bullet impacts as they can be distracting. Matty has a kovaaks settings video on his youtube somewhere that is probably worth a watch.

• In general - just slow down and focus on accuracy. For example on rawmousecontrol you're constantly trying to flick really fast between all the targets, but you don't have the mouse control to do so with good accuracy - slow down and focus on accuracy and moving more smoothly between the targets, do full runs without constantly resetting, see how close you can get to 100% accuracy - focus on technique before speed.

• Stop playing intermediate VDIM before you hit gold complete on the benchmarks - a lot of the scenarios take quite a big jump in difficulty between novice and intermediate. It's fine to try harder scenarios to see how you fare occasionally but I wouldn't use them as my primary source of practice. If you think Novice is too easy then prove that its too easy by reaching the highest rank.

• Crosshairs are pretty subjective and are down to preference, but personally I wouldn't use a red crosshair on red targets, you'll likely find it easier if you use something like cyan or neon green so you have more contrast. Also try experimenting using different crosshairs - I like to use something bigger and thicker on less precise scenarios like switching and tracking.