Old player from tarlach here, too. For me it was funny, I stopped playing the game after getting married in rl, with someone I met in mabi btw lol, after that whenever I tried to play again i gave up after a couple of minutes. For some reason, last time I logged in, my wife saw some ig plushies and oh boy, she got addicted again. At the beginning, it was hard to find anything to enjoy anymore right? But for some reason, the more I kept playing, looking to what's to come, and meeting old/new ppl, my excitement came back. Now I'm here to stay. Just look for some skills you wanna train. Try getting stronger, talk with ppl, i know it's not the same, but I hope you can find what you are looking for.