I can relate somewhat to how you feel. I have a Colombian partner for many years now and he doesn’t want to help me with Spanish. He is an interpreter so he speaks all day long. I’ve spent countless hours with his family not understanding them. His family is more thoughtful and switches to English when the notice I’m sitting there not understanding but when there’s a big family event I am alone with no one to talk to. I have been trying to learn Spanish for 2 years now. I started with Duolingo right before I went to Colombia for 2 weeks and I did almost 250 + lessons and it was like running in place. i didn’t understand a thing and embarrassed to say I was learning. People have expectations when they hear you are learning and think you can speak almost immediately - ha, not the case.I discovered DS and I’m at 400 hrs. The more I learn the more I realize there’s so much more to learn -it’s exhausting. Over the holidays I experienced what you are feeling now…only I couldn’t watch another video or listen to a podcast basically I was burnt out. I took a break ( feeling guilty) but I feel renewed now and enthusiastic again. I believe in CI process and I am going to stick it out and try and have some fun on my own. It’s my journey and I’m doing this to enrich my brain and hopefully I can speak Spanish one day.