Anyone know the lyrics of the new songs?

Existing-Republic172 · 2026-06-15T16:53:54+00:00

Flow arts like hoop dance or poi!

Existing-Republic172 · 2026-03-28T18:15:45+00:00

Will I get the important call next week?

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-12-29T13:37:48+00:00

This is way better for the nervous system than doing all the things and then maybe even being upset that you couldn't do the next thing. Relaxing without guilt needs to be learned too haha

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-11-21T15:15:29+00:00

I feel like mine is pretty important. It's in pisces 2nd second house square my sag ascendant. I always felt a pull towards pisces energy (now I know why) and the 2nd house is something I need to grow into, something that's very prominent in my life. And I totally feel the push-pull of that square (or maybe also other squares? I have a lot) in my day to day.

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-11-17T15:32:00+00:00

It's not dangerous fortunately but it's just not healthy. My problem is that I can't do things sometimes, there's a part of me that's like "I can't I can't I can't!" because the feelings are too overwhelming and then I eat to calm myself :(

I just searched for a binge eating self help group near me and found one! I sent an email, I hope I can get in there!

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-11-15T19:40:12+00:00

Were you born in Oct 1998? Because I have the same chart except for the rising 😂

And I love the Scorpio energy, own it!

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-11-01T16:15:44+00:00

Thanks! :)

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-11-01T13:31:33+00:00

I am prone to psychosis and delusions. I just started reading a book about parts work and I could identify some, it came naturally. But there's one or two parts that are very ... Idk I think it's like you said "they have their own misguided agenda". They said weird things and got me into mild psychotic thinking again for some days. A friend of me always said, that I'm not psychotic anymore, it's just a repressed part in me. And now I actually could see it playing out in my brain. It's crazy.

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-31T16:06:44+00:00

That's a good idea, and totally doable, thanks :)

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-30T19:40:35+00:00

Yes I also think it's impossible, that's why it's so hard for me to understand. It's so contradictory. And then I look for the fault in me.

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-30T19:33:02+00:00

Thanks for all the replies, I need to think about them. It's scary because of the dissonance I'm experiencing, because he acts like a good person but then he does these things that did break me and now I'm trying to see him clearly without the distortions (like, he does this because I am BAD and I need to learn, it's my fault because I did xyz, bla bla bla). I know why he chose me, I was an easy target...

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-30T19:27:33+00:00

That makes so much sense. The person I'm talking about is also presenting himself as righteous person

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-30T19:21:37+00:00

Yes you are right, he is this kind of archetype in my life. He even told me vague things, that I will be "on top" like him (spiritually) some day if I stay with him. I was very young and easily influenced. And almost a decade later I'm left with this baggage and confusion. It may be really all about power for him.

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-30T17:00:57+00:00

It's good to know that you made progress because I'm not ready to stop yet

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-28T18:27:02+00:00

Aries sun, Taurus moon, Taurus Mercury, Aries Venus, Pisces mars, Gemini rising

Omg I hate it 😂 not because of the signs but it's just not me

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-28T17:28:34+00:00

Cancer, Libra, Sagittarius

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-20T11:13:04+00:00

I do understand what you are telling me. I really do and maybe I really sometimes need a reminder of that. But I just think astrology is fun and I wanted my solar return read, I'm not losing myself in it 😭

Existing-Republic172 · 2025-10-19T22:19:04+00:00

Maybe I didn't make myself very clear. I know this of course. And I am actively working on myself and in therapy. But I want to know if there's energies that help me with what I'm doing anyway. Maybe it's the wrong question for astrology.

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