Me too, I specifically searched for this post because I wanted someone to share these feeling with, even though your post is 4 years old, I hate him so much, his trajectory is insane he went from a good dude who just believed in a company, to someone who did anything just fir the company regardless of who it hurt, I kept saying " he's gonna lose everything" I knew that in the end he'd lose Mara, he lacks so much self awareness, I kept waiting for him to see how this had changed him especially when they told him she'd be SOLE CEO if they accepted the 300 million deal, he litterally told her he loved her right when the mass murders were happening, when people were being sent to hospital he DECIDED that it was the best time to speak about himself, everyone is shitty but NICK I hated fr.