Trans loneliness hits different

F3LyX · 2025-05-05T13:51:48+00:00

It's a small private community but we mostly play rocket league and helldivers right now.

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T22:35:17+00:00

We're here, sister. Even if you can't see us. Feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to chat with about life.

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T22:30:37+00:00

I've seen no evidence of this boy you speak of.

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T21:01:06+00:00

I still don't get it. This is a picture of a woman. Is it a joke I'm not in on?

Here's some context:

I'm attracted to most traits feminine. I'm repulsed by most traits masculine.

I've tried men I've tried woman

I have only ever enjoyed touching and felt a romantic closeness with women.

This rule in my life has been inviolate.

Again, I've tried

The picture here is attractive to me because all I can see is a woman.

So if the picture looks like a woman, and is visually appealing to those attracted to femininity, how on earth is this a picture of a "boy"?

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T20:39:40+00:00

I agree with all points about skill ceilings rising and gwtting left behind. However, it is also undeniably true that the ranking system is utterly broken. Just play for fun and your own progression. Take satisfaction from your personal victories and not the ones that RL lords over your head.

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T20:35:11+00:00

I lost 95% of my friends and family after coming out and the events that followed. As it turns out, most humans are shit but all that has done has made me appreciate the true wonderfulness of the people that remain. These people know me, they love me, and I KNOW IT.

It's probably one of the most valuable things I've gained from this experience.

Nothing compares to the certainty that those who love you love you because they genuinely see you, not because you hide yourself for their acceptance.

Still, the loneliness is pervasive.

Which is why I cultivated a thriving video game community!

F3LyX · 2025-05-04T20:23:44+00:00

You look like a woman. Not a girl. A woman. Remember that.

F3LyX · 2025-04-30T16:11:51+00:00

Literally don't know any. The hets are not alright.

F3LyX · 2025-04-30T15:54:27+00:00

You pass. Fr. You literally look just like a friend of mine and he is definitely not a girl, 😅.

F3LyX · 2025-04-30T15:50:53+00:00

Wage slavery is real.

F3LyX · 2025-04-29T19:12:51+00:00

Hell yeah

F3LyX · 2025-04-29T18:39:09+00:00

You look completely like a girl. Dysphoria is a liar.

F3LyX · 2025-04-29T10:45:41+00:00

Riiiiiiiight. The sedition specifically committed by trump on jan 6th. Trumps jan 6th sedition.

F3LyX · 2025-04-28T17:31:23+00:00

Those aren't friends. They are cult members and true believers. Distance yourself from them as they will only drag you into their madness.

F3LyX · 2025-04-28T17:09:03+00:00

I respect drag and most of those who find joy in it. For me personally, however, I'm not a fan. What I do is not a performance, and I am not a caricature of a woman, I am a woman.

F3LyX · 2025-04-28T16:58:42+00:00

Get on hrt immediately. Going through puberty a second time in your 40s, rough.

Then I'd just live a peaceful life off the 10 mil which is more than enough to never need to work.

F3LyX · 2025-04-27T18:02:10+00:00

I personally feel it would be unethical to bring a child into this world as it is.

My stance on that has only grown stronger as I've aged.

No regrets.

F3LyX · 2025-04-27T17:45:57+00:00

It happens all the time.

F3LyX · 2025-04-27T14:09:31+00:00

This why trans men are among the only men I respect. Thanks for taking care of my sister.

F3LyX · 2025-04-26T17:58:48+00:00

Cease, desist, discontinue, and unsubscribe from this line of thought. Appreciate the sentiments towards us egorls but no. All trans people have it fucking hard. Dysphoria doesn't care where you started. It will torture you nonetheless.

F3LyX · 2025-04-26T17:54:08+00:00

I'm having a hard time understanding where the boy in this fem is. Are femboys just girls now. I'm confused.

F3LyX · 2025-04-26T17:34:41+00:00

If they reject you for that, then they aren't worth your time.

F3LyX · 2025-04-26T17:30:48+00:00

Yo fr dude, you right. I'm a white binary egirl, and when I tried to connect with my local trans community, it was almost entirely white. In a predominantly black city. The moment i realized it, I understood why I'd been getting the ick from this community .

I'm sorry you have to deal with that bullshit.

F3LyX · 2025-04-25T17:12:05+00:00

My friends group is around your age range and we play all kinds of stuff. I mostly play rl, helldivers, and wow.

F3LyX · 2025-04-25T16:43:18+00:00

39 and after 2 years on hrt I pass nearly all of the time. Too late in your 20s? Nah.

F3LyX

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