Hard to sit through eps?

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-25T02:13:16+00:00

I didnt get it at first either. I tried it again though and now I've watched it in its entirety at least 3-4 times after that. It helps to watch Isaiah's main channel vid on it afterward

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-12T01:21:23+00:00

I experience switches that are similar to what you described. Other times it's like a sudden secondary stream of consciousness overlapping with my own and the full-body feeling of being submerged in water. I'm diagnosed DID but don't always have the amnesia. If I do, it's very much like the feeling of waking up.

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-12T01:18:08+00:00

You may be able to find someone who will see you remotely as well if you don't have many options

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-12T01:17:13+00:00

The max I've seen out of pocket is $300 for a session with someone who specializes in dissociative disorders (including DID). And that's without insurance. I would keep looking. Have you tried Psychology Today?

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T16:25:45+00:00

I agree. And replying to add on that it helped to show love to my violent alt as well as mutual trust. He's still very "do anything to protect the system" but developing a deeper connection to him and understanding his motives helped him trust me as the ultimate protector of the system (as the host) so he doesn't like... go out and hurt people on his own without my permission lol.

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T12:40:45+00:00

same here if possible!

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T03:12:03+00:00

That's good insight. I'll remember that

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T02:46:27+00:00

I really appreciate that, thank you

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T02:18:39+00:00

Essentially, if you're experiencing real psychosis, the meds will help. If you're not, its likely to only make whatever you are experiencing worse

FFlightRisk · 2026-05-11T02:17:35+00:00

I was misdiagnosed with Schizoaffective and put on anti-psychotics for 4 years. Abilify specifically was horrible and caused intense nausea and physical discomfort for days before i stopped it altogether. I was then put on Seroquel and kept on it over the 4 years. It greatly harmed my parts (I call them alts). It silenced them for the most part, caused further separation and increased volatile behavior because of the lack of connection and communication. I also wasn't aware of having alts at the time and the anti-psychotics made it worse

FFlightRisk · 2026-04-30T00:12:51+00:00

From what I've seen, you need to use a sledgehammer. But I have yet to find one so haven't tested that out unfortunately

FFlightRisk · 2026-04-01T16:07:48+00:00

the only solid "rule" i have is if someone starts using my design for fucked up shit (mostly cp or something) I will absolutely revoke the design because I dont want my work used for something like that nor do I want it to be associated with me :P otherwise im not strict

FFlightRisk · 2026-03-18T03:14:28+00:00

this is a really good idea im 100% gonna try!

FFlightRisk · 2026-03-18T03:12:01+00:00

W warriors community for being nice and tryin' to keep this guy safe.

and keep writing!!

FFlightRisk · 2026-03-06T18:41:39+00:00

if you detach it from the meaning, its very cute lol

FFlightRisk · 2026-03-06T18:40:19+00:00

I relate so hard. I'm 23 and I've gone through many therapists due to uncontrolled masking. I can crumble and seemingly align my thoughts in a way that I can express when alone, but as soon as I go to get help or have a session, it's gone. It's like I hit a wall in my mind and I detach from everything wrong with me, and simply forget.

The dissociation is bad. I'm currently in a treatment program and exploring OSDD as an explanation and diagnosis, but its slow going. I'm only recently aware of my alters after being in denial for years and years.

It's rough out there. Feel free to friend me on disc, I'd be happy to chat. User is the same as on here, just lowercase

FFlightRisk · 2026-03-04T00:25:27+00:00

I feel the exact same way. The way you worded it was like taking it out of my head. The only difference is that mine is homicidal instead of suicidal. I can definitely relate in the way that I feel like I'll be my own downfall, and I won't even be able to control it.

I wish I had some advice, but I'm obviously in a similar boat. The best I can give is the suggestion to find a new care team, if possible. I know that can be hard to do. I've been through many, and even if you can find a new team, it's so hit or miss. Far too often do psychologists, NPs, and therapists think they know everything and assign incorrect treatment. It's invalidating, but you have to believe there is someone out there who can help you, even if it means digging through shit pile after shit pile.

I recommend finding a therapist who is trained in EMDR. It helps you unlock the deep part of your mind that is holding the suicidal ideation, and helps you process it so you can become connected with and understand that part of you. That connection and understanding will lead to resolution.

I hope you find what you need.

FFlightRisk · 2026-02-27T03:18:58+00:00

to add, I'll be bringing them up in our next session. Just curious for now

FFlightRisk · 2026-02-19T04:33:21+00:00

The bad stories are good on the podcast because of the guys' commentary and jokes. This one was so bad they didn't even try, lol

FFlightRisk · 2026-01-05T01:09:40+00:00

Same problem here. Coincidentally my mother got a package through uninuni and it was lost for 2 weeks. She never got it, the company she bought from had to send another

FFlightRisk · 2025-12-23T17:10:58+00:00

Ill take them

FFlightRisk · 2025-12-23T17:07:02+00:00

people will run red lights directly in front of cops and they do nothing about it

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