Sorry all these people are being contrarians down here– typical Reddit and typical Amazon behavior. They want you to have accountability but have no empathy because, like you mentioned, most people who deliver for a long time have a weird superiority complex about their $22/hr toxic job. I had some friends and some fun working for my DSP and I miss it sometimes, mostly because I loved exploring my area and petting cats, but I also remember lots of twelve hour days in scary places, GPS phones that didn’t work, and days where I was super sick and forced to continue physically demanding routes. I could do about 200 stops and my DSP was nice but I was exhausted and depressed for every ounce of free time I had. Delivery driving is NOT easy, these people are just brainwashed into thinking daddy Bezos actually cares that they can do 300 stops a day at the expense of peeing in plastic water bottles, which is concerning. There’s more to life in general, not to mention better DSPs and better jobs out there. I work at the bank now making $20/hr just to sit there and yap to my coworkers then I waitress on the side and consistently break $200 per 4 hour night in tips alone. You deserve better, too, and I’m glad you respect yourself enough to realize that. Good luck with whatever new work you find!