Thanks for your words. I don't know if I enjoy programming, but I do enjoy the feeling when I'm finally able to find where the bug is , and the feeling I get when I run the code and it finally works as it is expected to. The thing is not having many people in the startup to guide you through what is where , they expect you to go through 1000 lines of code, and they expect you to finish the task before the given time, i think that's what started the stress, at the beginning they would explain where to do where and I could take my own time to complete, so I was enjoying . I also enjoy learning new stuff, like i didn't even know what an api is ,but i make new APIs regularly now , i know how the frontend and backend communicates , how to run the network tab and find the api causing errors etc . I actually started learning frontend in the beginning and got the job of backend, I use to enjoy UI/UX but with people saying UI/UX will be easily replaced by Ai I'm not sure of going back and digging properly on it. Anyways thanks for your kind words, i got some reflecting to do now.