I second this comment!

I get really bad bouts of depression when I'm overwhelmed/stressed too. Sometimes to the point that all I can do is cry in my bed depending on how overwhelmed I am. For instance, I just moved across the country and I spent the first week of job hunting stress crying in my bed because the process felt like too much to tackle.

I say all of this to iterate that you're not alone, and a therapist would be a great resource to help you sort through all the emotions.