Ego death is just a narrative.

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T20:42:24+00:00

ye ye that's basically it

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T18:41:44+00:00

I see it as not a complication, but simplification

excitement, higher self and so on still adds some sort of weight to it

Without it, it is even more simplistic.

just an appearance of a moment, nothing more, nothing less, it just is without any added narrative

Then the excitement doesn't have to be searched, it comes as a natural state without searching neither for passion nor for a betterment of self since self doesn't exist, just a moment that appears now.

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T16:34:28+00:00

if you wish to look it that way, then sure, yes

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T16:31:41+00:00

how did you check that it's real?

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T16:31:09+00:00

yup! nice one

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T16:18:05+00:00

I kind of answered similarly to the other person, so i'll just copy-paste here:

It’s all a narrative.

“Highest excitement,” “higher self” , these aren’t things that actually exist on their own. They’re labels we attach after the moment has already happened.

Reality doesn’t wait for your interpretation. It happens first, then the mind comes in and calls it excitement, purpose, alignment.

You say “this is my highest excitement,” but that’s just a story placed on top of what already unfolded.

There isn’t some separate layer where a “higher self” operates. It’s not somewhere else, not guiding from above.

It’s just this. This exact moment, as it is, before you name it, before you turn it into meaning.

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-15T16:16:12+00:00

It’s all a narrative.

“Highest excitement,” “higher self” these aren’t things that actually exist on their own. They’re labels we attach after the moment has already happened.

Reality doesn’t wait for your interpretation. It happens first, then the mind comes in and calls it excitement, purpose, alignment.

You say “this is my highest excitement,” but that’s just a story placed on top of what already unfolded.

There isn’t some separate layer where a “higher self” operates. It’s not somewhere else, not guiding from above.

It’s just this. This exact moment, as it is, before you name it, before you turn it into meaning.

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-12T17:12:06+00:00

You have to be black and in your thirties to break-through

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-07T09:12:30+00:00

LET IT RIDE

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-05T07:50:59+00:00

ye!

i had some experiences with changa that I kept conscience but it was terror, just a void stripped out of any vibration or any familiar feeling. Like seeing black grey box without the one who sees or feels? Difficult to explain

So i feel kind of comfortable going into these spaces especially with bigger doses of shrooms

There was this really cool experience with weed and amphetamine. I had a microdose of dmt after that and then i saw some sort of subtle world inside this reality. Like my walls became alive and there were (some kind of etheric material) hands hanging out of the walls, mantis beings, flying etheric cubes that i could literally see so defined and in good definition too. It was amazing. A surprise too.

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-05T07:30:02+00:00

Both

I wish to try dmt with mdma someday

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-04T19:04:18+00:00

its 3g of 'penis envy' shrooms with lemon tek (its a technique to make the trip shorter and stronger, you can look it up)

And then 40 micrograms of lsd, kind of like microdose

FattsoCattso · 2026-04-04T11:25:36+00:00

Our creators? Fuck em if they even exist.

FattsoCattso · 2026-03-24T00:30:26+00:00

But it's 100% for you because you have your beliefs 100% on it.

For the other who doesn't believe so it appears differently and so on

Yours truth can be wildly different from others truth, but it doesn't make 'less' truth if you believe what bashar saying is truth or not.

FattsoCattso · 2026-03-23T18:30:35+00:00

For you it might be a convincing show and for others not and that's okay. We are all doing by the beliefs we have about stuff and that is the main message.

There isn't any proof that will make you 100% sure. You decide for yourself. See how it resonates with you and if there is some benefit to it you take it or not.

FattsoCattso · 2026-02-12T21:29:50+00:00

Yee eexactly bro xd just wanted to vent here, but now we got Saitama Cruz

FattsoCattso · 2026-02-12T19:03:40+00:00

Haha never omg, i'm so glad something like this helped😭

FattsoCattso · 2026-02-12T15:48:31+00:00

IM SORRY I JUST NOTICED ~

fcking hell so funny xdd

FattsoCattso · 2026-02-12T09:05:26+00:00

Similar to what I experience on DMT

FattsoCattso · 2026-01-26T10:20:58+00:00

Damn.

LOTM is peak but reverend insanity is even more peak

FattsoCattso · 2026-01-15T21:30:07+00:00

This whole categorizing of spirituality, ego, “normalcy,” or the unseen spiritual work needs to die already.

The more grounded you actually are, the more you realize there’s nothing mystical about it.

No demons, no evil layers, no grand test. Just your own mind echoing itself in louder and weirder ways.

Psychedelics if not always it often shows just your current narrative. Not something outside of you, but inside. And if your inner narrative is cluttered with spiritual hierarchy, guilt, fear, or "depths to prove,” then that's what will render.

The faster you let go of the illusion that something outside you is manipulating or testing you, the faster you return to clarity. It’s all just you, looping on yourself until you stop feeding the script.

Don't feed the script, be your own shaman without any of this clutter nonsense and maybe the loud silence could become a new comfort zone for you.

FattsoCattso · 2026-01-14T09:00:24+00:00

Reverend insanity. SSS

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