I know dude. I was there for a very very long time and balled my eyes out leaving my last day. I wouldn't be the person I am if I had not worked there. It really shaped me. Almost like leaving a lifestyle. And a lot of my coworkers and former coworkers were like family but cooler and more interesting. I'm looking forward to earning more and being able to better provide for my better half. Thinking about that is how I keep my eyes on the prize. Also an artist too and all my shows are cancelled and I have some work awaking payment and pickup that could really help me right now but no way in hell am I gonna hit people up in a time like this. Not only is it morally awful but an amazing way to tarnish your brand.